Bad Boys Need Love Too( A Dean Ambrose Fan Fiction)

Chapter 17 I Promise

Sarah's pov

We had just finished walking to the bar and now we had sat down at a booth

"What you gonna get?" Jon asked me

"I dont know" i shrugged. I decided to let jon get me a drink..did i regret that?...yes

Jon is obviously not sober,but thankfully he didn't come near me,he's to busy gulping down drink after drink while i had two

"Hey jon" i said getting his attention

"Calm down,let's go back to you'r place" i said standing up, it took a while but i finally got him to come

At jon's house

I took my shoes off and when i turned around jon was right there

"Oh my god jon..you scared me" i said calming down,he moved his hands to my back and pulled me close to him,his nails dug into my waist

"Jon move...jon!" I said trying to escape his grip but,everytime i moved he would tighten his grip

"Jon get off of me!" I said trying to move his hands, he then pushed me against the wall pinning me and placing sloppy,hard kisses on my lips

He missed most of the time because i kept moving my head

"What's the matter? I thought you like this" he said angrily

"Get the fuck off of me" i said looking straight into his dark ruthless eyes

He threw me on the bed and laid completely on me, kissing my neck and taking my clothes off, i didn't have the strength to get him off of me or stop him

After five minutes of torture i finally pushed him off of me,grabbed my clothes and ran to the living room. I put my clothes on and fell asleep on the couch

I woke up to someone gently shaking me, i opened my eyes and saw jon, i quickly sat up and scrurried to the other side scared now

"Why are you sleeping on the couch?" He asked chuckling, my face didn't change,it was still in the 'don't look at me' look

"Sarah?" He asked reaching his hand out and touching my knee, i quickly shoved his hand off

"What's wrong?" He asked pulling his hand back

"Don't start playing the innocent card on me" i said

"What are you talking about?" He asked

"Last night is what im talking about" i said

"What happened last night?" He asked worried

"You-" i felt something come up my throat,i covered my mouth and ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet, yeah this is so helping my servere hangover

I rinsed my mouth out and turned around to see jon scaring me again

"What about last night?" He asked

"You forced me to have sex with you jon! You know, i think you fucking rapped me!" I said pushing him out of the way and storming to another room that i never seen before

I looked around, my eyes stopped at a door on the ceiling, i opened it and saw a ladder connected,must be a attic

I climbed up the ladder and looked around..boxes boxes boxes. I sat on the floor and pulled something out of a box, it was a picture of jon when he was little

"So innocent then huh...people change in a blink of an eye" i said to myself putting the picture back and pulling out more of jons child hood, i never thought he'd want to keep his shitty childhood

I pulled out a box and the front read

'To someone who actually loves me'

Reading that made me kinda upset. I opened it slowly and it was a beautiful necklace, just one sparkling jem in the middle surrounded by silver other jems

Why did i throw that tantrum at him,i feel horriable,and now he does to. I put the necklace back in the box,closed it up,put it back and stood up to leave and see jon

I pulled the ladder back up and left the room, i peaked down stairs and saw jon with his head in his hands on the couch. I sighed and walked to the couch and sat next to him wrapping my arms around his torso

"Shouldn't you be gone by now? You know,pack your bags and leave" he said in his hands

"Why leave the best person in the world?" I said not letting go, he pulled his head out of his hands and looked at me

"What?" He said turning in my direction

"Im sorry, i didn't mean to yell at you" i said letting go

" How are you sorry,i deserve it, listen when this kind of stuff happens,i shut down, if anything im sorry" he said sliding his hands down from my back to my waist causing me to flinch

"Sarah?" He said "did i hurt you last night?" He asked

"Uh.." I trailed off he shot me a glare "yes but don't worry about it" i said, he hugged me

"I won't hurt you again..i promise" he said against my neck which gave me chills

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Hey guys..short but sweet, I hope you like it, thanks for reading bye😘🌸