Chapter 65

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Ok, let's just say this movie isn't as enjoyable as I thought it would be. Oh! That's probably because Jon is not paying attention and is indeed pissed.

Ugh! This is not what I planned.

"Jon please" I said, "what's the matter with you?"

He didn't answer, but instead pulled the blanket further up onto him, leaving me exposed to the cold air.

"Hey! Look, I don't know what your problem is but I'm not gonna continue to hang out with you if your gonna have such an attitude" I said, rolling my eyes and covering myself up with another blanket that was on the bed, "I don't know if it's because it's late and your tired but guess what? so am I, and I'm not acting like a dick am I?"

Still no response, I turned back to the tv, to possibly calm but when I did, I decided to just leave. If he can't be nice he doesn't deserve to see me.

"You know what, forget this" I said, throwing the covers off of me and standing up

Doing this grabbed his attention, but he still didn't seem to care.

I gathered my things which was shoes and left. I didn't think he'd let me leave, so walking out of his room kind of broke my heart.

And to think he actually cared...

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An hour or two later..

I was in my own room that I shared with no one, and no I wasn't crying. I was regretting....hmm...that's ironic.

I regret going to his room and visiting him. It didn't even last a whole two hours until we were arguing. Ugh, I wish things were different. I wish we can live in peace and be happy. Sadly we can't turn back time.

Realizing I still hadn't changed or taken my lipstick off since I got back, I  stood up and walked to my suitcase, taking out some PJ's, then walking to the bathroom

However I didn't get to close the bathroom door fully because there had been a knock on my door. The knock seemed loud, but that's probably because there is no other noise going on, which left the room in silence.

I grunted, knowing it was Jon at the door, who else would knock on my door at 4 am?

I hesitated as I placed my hand on the door handle...do I really want to let him in?

After hearing another loud knock, I opened the door, knowing he wasn't going to give up that easy.

"What do you wa-"

A small gasp escaped my lips as Jon stood in front of me with a large bouquet of blue roses.

"What's all this about?" I asked, with a  puzzled expression on my face.

"Can I come in?" He asked

"I don't know, can you learn to not be such an asshole?" I asked, sending him a small glare. His slight smile went away, turning into a frown.

"About what happened earlier...it wasn't that I didn't want to ignore you, I wanted to tell you what was wrong but...I guess I just didn't know how to say it and that's what uh...frustrated me more" He said, rubbing the back of his neck, a sure sign of nervousness.

"Explain" I said, stepping to the side to let him in.

"I see you didn't change yet" He blurted, dodging my demand.

"Don't beat around the bush" I said, setting my PJ's back in my suitcase and plopping on my bed

"Right...uh" He trailed off, setting the roses on the nightstand, "After you left, I didn't bother running after you because you were mad at me and I knew you were tired of me so I didn't bother.."

Well that explains that... 

"I went to get you roses because two reasons, you deserve it and I wanted to come and apologize and I thought I'd look stupid if I didn't bring em so.." he shrugged, sitting down beside me, "Um...I've been everything you've called me, a dick, an asshole, a jerk, stupid, a-"

"I get it, I get it" I said causing Jon chuckle

"Look, I still quite don't know how to say what I have to say so I'm just gonna apologize..." He trailed of, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for every single thing I've done to upset you. I would love to hang out with you at 4 am"

Letting out a laugh, I playfully shook my head.

"Can I trust you this time?" I asked, "Cause if you don't take your word for it then I might just have to go to therapy"

Letting out a laugh of his own, he nodded

"You can trust me...and if I do something to make you think otherwise, punch me in the face...as hard as you can" he said, leaning over the grab the roses off the nightstand

He handed them to me, but I didn't take them, I instead crashed my lips onto his. He kissed back, placing the roses on the bed and wrapping his arms around me, pulling me onto him.

Suddenly, that missing space in my heart felt full again and I realized this is what I needed. I needed him again.

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Hey y'all, here's another update which, drum roll please, didn't take so long this time!!!! Yaaayy 😂😂

(Note: I thought I updated this chapter a long time ago...I didn't... I'm sorry.)

So right after I published the last chapter I started right on this one and I was determined to have this one up soon after.

(Soooo determined...little did she know...SHE FORGOT TO PUBLISH IT)

Any who, I hope you all like this chapter, please vote, comment, and enjoy!! Byeeee ♡♡♡


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