Bad Boys Need Love Too( A Dean Ambrose Fan Fiction)

Chapter 47 Anger Got The Best

"You left your key in the room?" He asked

"No.." I said

"Well?" He asked

"At the bar when I was going to go find Jon-"

"He was with someone else wasn't he?" He asked

"Yeah" I said with tears threatening to come out "He had her pinned against the wall and his shirt was off- "

"It OK" Joe said bringing me into a hug. I hated crying and oddly I did it often, I just put so much trust in someone and that's what he does? And by the sound of it Joe said it like it's happened before. Jon talked to me and looked at me like I was everything he needed in a girl. But that girl who I saw was perfect.

Her silky blonde hair fell down past her shoulders,she had the slightest curves,it was there but you could barely tell. She looked like the height of a model and made standing in 6 inch heels a breeze...compared to me I'm a rag doll that gets left outside everyday without a care.

"The couch in my hotel room pulls out into a bed,wanna stay there until further notice?" He asked

"If it's okay with you" I said wiping the forever flowing tears from my eyes.

We walked to his room,I just couldn't get that 10 second scene out of my head. It was a major burden that needed to leave immediately.

we walked into his room..or well I thought was his room,there was three doors.one was opened which led to the bathroom.

"Hey Joe why is-"

"Ill be right back,I gotta go get Jon" he said walking out. I shrugged and turned around to be face to face with Colby causing me to jumped back.

"Sorry did i scare you?" He asked helping me up

"Kinda" I trailed off pulling my shirt down "does that room happen to be yours?" I pointed to the one of the doors

"Uh" he moved my finger towards the other door "yes that is my room"

"Oh.." I said

"So,will you tell me why your in here?" He asked

"Well um,Joe let me" I said

"Don't you have a room with Jon?" He asked

"Yes I do but not at the time" I said

"What happened?" He asked

I told Colby the incident and I was now crying my eyes out,I have never met a person who makes me feel this emotional..maybe because he's the only person who doesn't abuse me like everybody else did.

"I'm sure it was a mistake,you've been with Jon long enough to know what he does when he's drunk" Colby said pulling me into a hug

"Yeah" I said, I guess he was right,Jons mind just completely exits his body and your left with a soulless,Careless Jerk

"Well,I'll be in my room if you need me" he said walking away,I sighed and laid down on the couch,I was tired and I didn't even pull out the bed,as long as I have a pillow (which Colby gave me) I can sleep anywhere.

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I woke up around 3Am to a heavy pressure on me. I tried to lay on my side but I couldn't move. I opened my eyes and started chuckling/panicking

"Joe" I said,no response "Joe!"

I was now at the point where I was in so much pain

"JOE!" I basically yelled,I could tell I startled him because he instantly stood up

"I did it again didn't I?" He chuckled

"Yeah.." I trailed off sitting up and rubbing my stomach "what's up with you?"

"Sometimes I can't sleep,and tonight was that night" he said

"I trust you to not do that again okay?" I laughed

"Okay" he chuckled while putting his hands up in defeat.

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Gladly this time I woke up to a knock on the door..I didn't want to get it because I barely got any sleep last night thinking about Jon and what he was doing.

Finally Joe came out and answered,I took a small glance and noticed exactly who that was.

After about two minutes Joe came back in.

"Do you wanna talk to him?" He asked me

"Um"

"Please,he blew up my phone with calls last night.." he said

"Fine" I said standing up and stretching.

I walked to the door and opened it to Jon.

"Hey,why are you here? I've been looking everywhere for you" He told me

"Of course" I mumbled to myself

"Huh?" He asked

"This happens everytime you get drunk I-"

"Can we talk in my room at least?" He asked. I sighed and closed the door behind me,each step I took I slid my bare foot on the ground.

"You we're saying?" He asked opening his hotel room door. I walked in and felt a cold breeze and a small hint of alcohol hit my face

"I was saying how you always get drunk and do something crazy,wake up the next day and expect what had happened last night to go away" I said

He gave me a confused look " hm?"

"I'm just gonna say something happened last night that hurt me" I said

"What happened?" He asked

"I don't wanna talk about it" I said

"What? You used to tell me everything" he said

"Yeah,before I got tired of your little games" I said

"What games?..please tell me" he begged

"No,because then you'd beg for me to forgive you.you'd expect me to forgive you" I said

"It was a mistake" He said

"Yeah it's always a mistake Jon you drink and make a mistake after mistake every time " I said

"Please,you know I can't live my life without you" he said moving closer to me

"No" I said,He gently pinned me to the wall and leaned in for a kiss but I stopped him,he is really getting on my nerves right now,does he really think kissing me will make me forgive him?

I pushed away but he didn't budge.

"Get off of me you-you..you alcoholic!" This earned me a big hard slap to the face causing me to fall on the ground..I felt tears falling. He picked me up and pushed me out of his room..that's when I really felt like a rag doll

I can't believe that I just said that,I would never ever say that to him. How could I say that,did I really let anger get the best of me?

I was in so much pain,that slap felt more like a punch in the face..maybe he let anger get the best of him too. I sat next to his door crying..at that very moment I didn't know what was in store next.

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Hey guys:( I don't know who to feel bad for,Jon or Sarah..well hope you guys like this chapter,thanks for all the votes and comments,really made my day :D