Bad Boys Need Love Too( A Dean Ambrose Fan Fiction)

Chapter 59

"Watch it" Jon growled, as I tried to clean his wound.

"Well maybe you shouldn't have brought glass into the situation then we wouldn't be here now would we?" I asked causing him to roll his eyes.

Turns out, Nick doesn't want to see me anymore. Well, his exact words were: Get away from me, you brought that lunatic in this, you caused this. I don't ever want to see you again, okay?

"Why did you have to do that? I was perfectly fine until you stepped in" I said, rolling my eyes also

"Because I couldn't stand just knowing the fact that you and Nick might actually have a chance together" he said, balling up his fist again.

"Why do you even care, Jon? Tell me because I'm so tired of you saying how much you can't stand being without me or seeing me with someone else, but then you fucking hate me when we're together" I snapped at him

"Actually when we're together you're the one who hates me-"

"That's because you're either making out with some other girls or getting them pregnant!" I said

"Then tell me why I go through all this shit just to get you back?!" He said

"I don't know! How about you ask yourself that! Because last time I checked, you 'loving' me was all a fucking game!" I said

"What the hell are you talking about?!" He asked

"You know what I'm talking about, you just felt bad for me when we met, right? All I was to you was a game!" I said, standing up and walling to the door

"Where are you going?" Jon asked, chasing after me and blocking the door.

"I'm leaving-"

"And why are you crying?"

"I don't know, maybe because the man I thought I loved never felt the same way" I said as the tears started to roll down my face

"That's not true" he denied

"Then why does it seem so true? Why is it so easy to believe it?" I asked, throwing my hands around to make a point.

"You know I love you no matter what and I always have. I don't know what made you think any of it was fake because it wasn't" he said, pulling me into a hug

Yes I'm still mad at him, very mad actually, but I'm so confused...I don't know if I should be mad at him.

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"So, what exactly did Colby tell you?" Jon asked

"Um" I paused, snuggling further into the bed. I showered and got into my PJ's, wanting so badly to sleep but I can't "How when we first met, you wanted me to feel loved so you pretended to love me "

He stayed silent, probably trying not to get all angry at 2AM. I looked at him before shutting my eyes to get some rest.

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I woke up to Jon shaking me, telling me it was time to go to the next city. I got ready and we were off.

"Why aren't you talking to me?" Jon asked for the hundredth time. "Is this about last night?"

I ignored him once again, looking out the window and at the trees we passed by. I don't know why he thinks we're all good after last night.

"What can I do to make you talk to me?" He asked, looking at me then back at the road

"Nothing. You think just because we hugged last night means it's all fixed?" I asked

"Well- No but I was hoping you could still talk to me. Why can't we just be like we used to be?" He asked, switching hands on the steering wheel

"Maybe because you don't know how to commit to a relationship-"

"I think I know how to commit to a relationship, Sarah" he denied

"Then why don't you act like it?" I asked

He didn't reply. So typical of him. I sighed, looking back out the window.

After a while of driving, Jon got off the highway and pulled into an empty parking lot

"Jon, why are we here?" I asked, tired of everything at the moment.

He turned to face me and began to speak

"Look, I miss us when we were all happy and shit. About Renee...she refuses to get an abortion- Which is fine but when the baby gets here Im gonna have to be spending more time with her" he paused, sighing "I just want us to be together"

"Stop acting like this is one hundred percent Renee's fault because it's not. Abortion or not, that doesn't fix anything between us" I said, not believing that I'm standing up for her

"I know I fucked up, but please, I- like I said I miss us" he said

"I do too but I can't just forgive you..." I said

"What can I do to fix this? I will do anything" he begged

"There's nothing you can do-"

"So you're never gonna forgive me?" He asked

"I wouldn't say never, Jon" I said, denying his statement

"Then when?" He asked

"I don't know but I can assure you that asking me every time you see me isn't gonna make it any faster" I said

He sighed and faced the front once again before driving back onto the interstate.

"I love you, Sarah" he said, looking at me and back at the road

"I- I love you too" I said.

This was different though, for some reason I felt unsure if I loved him, and I could tell that Jon noticed also. His grip on the steering wheel got tighter, causing his knuckles to turn white.

Lucky for me, he didn't say anything..and it was best if I didn't either.

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So, did you like it? Hopefully you did. Sorry if I took so long for this update, for some reason I was having writers block 😕

Umm, who's your pick for battleground? Roman, Seth, or Dean? I'm team Ambrose!! Please vote, comment, and enjoy! Byee❤