Bad Boys Need Love Too( A Dean Ambrose Fan Fiction)

Chapter 31 It's All My Fault

I woke up leaning on the window. I got confused to why im here. I looked around and noticed i was in a car..backseat

"Whats happening?" I asked colby

"Uhh, i don't think you wanna know" he said

"She'll find out sooner or later..probably sooner" joe said

"Joe,colby,what's going on?" I asked them, colby sighed and looked into my eyes

"Jon..jon.." He trailled off

"Jon joned?" I asked causing colby and joe to chuckle

"Jon got in a car accident" colby said, everything after that grew silent exept that one sentence colby stated. Tears were forming but never came out until i blinked

"Sarah?" Joe asked getting my attention

"Did you hear?" He asked me

"How..where was he going" i asked panicking

"He was leaving the bar drunk as ever-"

"I don't want to hear anymore joe.." I trailed off

"You ok?" He asked

"I don't know" i replied looking at my hands, which were shaking

"On a scale of 1-10 how bad is it?" I blurted out

"Six?" Joe said, that's bad,that's bad

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At the hospital we sat in the waiting room for jon, joe went to check us in

"Hey guys they said he's available right now" joe said walking over, we stood up and walked to his room

"There it is" colby said pointing to the door, they all walked in except for me. I can't face him..it's my fault, i sat down and started yanking my hair, he doesn't deserve to be punished..i do

"Hey don't do that" joe said moving my hands from my hair

"Don't you want to see jon?" He asked me

"No" i said, "if i do,I'll break down again"

"He's asking for you" joe said, i hesitated

"Wanna go alone?" He asked me

"I don't know if I want go at all" i said silently, I wanted to see him badly but I don't think I could

"Ok,let me and colby talk to him, then you can go" he said, i nodded as he walked back in.

After a while colby and joe came out

"Ok,want us to wait for you or..?" Colby trailed off

"No,you can leave" i said quietly,they nodded and headed out. Colby came back and kissed my cheek

"I actually liked you to" he said, i felt guilty, right down in the pit of my stomach, as he walked away..maybe I need to tell him I was just using him.. I'm such a slut

I took a deep breath before walking into jon's room. I walked in and saw him with bruises over his face and cuts all over his arm while his other arm was wrapped. Tears formed again, i turned around before anything could happen

"Sarah?" He said, i turned back around wiping my eyes

"Come here" he said, i walked to him observing his broken body through the heavy tears in my eyes

"Im sorry" i cried

"For what?" He asked

"I did this didn't I? I caused you to go to the stupid bar" i cried heavily

"Its all my fault" i said sniffleing while looking up at him

"No it's not, it's my fault, don't blame yourself" he said wiping my tears away with his hand

"Look at you, and look at me. I've been the meanest,cruelest person to you. Kissed your best friend in front of your face, and look who suffers..i should be here..not you" i said crying a little less "I'm suck a fucking whore"

"No sarah, please stop blaming yourself " he said "and please stop crying" he added. I tried to but every time i look at him i break down

"Jon i can't, seeing you here broken is upsetting" i said

"Come here" he said

"I am here" i said, he scooted over,grunting at the pain and patted the spot next to him

"Oh no, i don't wanna hurt you" i said

"You won't" he said. I hesitated,then climbed in next to him. He brushed my hair out of my face and looked at me

"Jon im sorry, i overreacted..I didn't need to kiss Colby, I could've just called you a piece of shit" i said chuckling with him while wiping away the tears

"No, i did, whatever you did to me..i deserved, i shouldn't have left you like that..and the renee thing-"

"It's ok" i said

"Oh and I would prefer a piece of shit so much more" he laughed..he then soon and kissed me, i flinched at my lip but i bet he was in more pain and all i want to do now is help him

He pulled away and rested his hand on my stomach.

"When do you get out of the hospital?" I asked him

"Actually,the doctor said i can leave tomorrow" he smiled

"No she didn't" i said

"I know,but i don't like hospitals, so im gonna leave tomorrow" he said

"Im ashamed" i said joking with him

"You staying here?" He asked me

"Yeah" i said sitting up and getting off of the bed

"Wait, what about you and colby?" He asked me

"Jon I only want you, Colby doesn't even compare" i said leaning on his bed

"Good" he said, he scooted over to me and kissed me again, i pulled away

"Aww i wanted to stay like that" jon said

"We can't do that forever" i chuckled and sat in the chair next to his bed, i laid down and started thinking, i still feel guilty, i had no intention on this, i want to lay on him and apologize all day..it's all my fault

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