Covered in invisible scars (suicidal Bakugo)

Shit Kiri, I'm So Sorry

Bakugo's POV:

*knock knock knock*

Hmm?

Who's that?

I walk over to the door and open it. There was a little brown bag sitting down on the floor in front of me. Walking away from my door was none other than Kirishima.

Me: Hey Kiri, do you wanna come inside?

Ejiro: No..... *small sob* thanks tho.... Enjoy them

Me: Hey, what's wrong Kiri?

This was weird for him. Usually he's so, well, cheerful. I couldn't just leave him like this. He needed to go back to his amazing smile that always warms my heart. It was one of the only things that was still keeping me alive anyways.

Ejiro: ... It's just today.... It's a... well.. A bad day....

Me: Here, just come inside. I don't want you to be alone right now. Not if you feel like this anyways.

He looks so broken. It's heart wrenching to see him like this. I would do anything for him to not feel like this. He's too kind, too pure, too, perfect. I- is this, what is this feeling?

Ejiro: ... nah... *small sob* It's fine... you got your own... *small sob* problems after all...

Me: No, you're much more important right now. Come inside. I'm not asking shitty hair. You're coming in whether you like it or not.

Ejiro: ..... *small sob* ...fine...

Me: Alright. Come in.

I was trying to talk as softly and as kind as possible. He was clearly going through something and I wanted to help him out with this. Whatever he was going through, I knew I could help him.

You did this to him.

It's your fault he's like this.

He doesn't care about you.

Just give up already.

Ejiro: Kat... it's not *sob* you if you were thinking *small sob* that... it's... *sigh* it's my mothers death day....*small sob* It's... It's always hard.... today....

Me: Shit, Ki-kiri I'm so sorry. Come here.

I pull him into a warm embrace. I wanted him to feel safe. To feel loved. He deserves that and so much more. If only I had known about his mother. He shouldn't have decided to deal with my shit. Especially when he's already burdened with so much.

Ejiro: ....3 years... it's already...*small sob* been 3 years... *sob* I still can't get over it....

I slowly let go of him and lightly grabbed his hand. I gently pulled him into my dorm. I led him over to my bed and had him sit on it. Afterwards I sat next to him. Slinging my arm over his shoulder to make him feel comforted and loved.

Me: I-if you don't mind, how, how did she die?

Ejiro: ... suicide...

Shit.

Poor Kiri.

You're only making him hurt more.

No matter what you do you can't possibly expect to actually make him feel better right?

He already has so much grief over his mother.

He doesn't need more pain from me being alive.

Ejiro: but...*sob* my father abused her....*sob*....she got neglected....*sob* forgotten.... *sob* she had her own demons.....*sob* don't leave me Kat... please...I can't lose you too! I love you Dandelion. I.. I*sob* I love you sooo much*sob* I can't... I can't stand losing another person *sob* dear to me... *sob* please*sob* please stay alive *sob* stay with me Kat! *sob* please *sob*

I couldn't stand this sight. Him crying, it just didn't feel right. I pulled him onto my lap and hugged him.

Ejiro: *sob* please.....please... promise me...*sob* promise me... you will stay strong...*sob* I don't... I don't know what... what to do... if you were gone..*sob*

Me: Shhh- it's alright Kiri. I'm not going anywhere okay.

I started stroking his hair and playing with it. Despite the mass amounts of gel that was all over his hair it was still really fun to mess with. He started nuzzling closer to me. Clutching my hoodie as if it was the only thing keeping him alive.

I love you Kiri.

So much.

Please don't cry my love.

You shouldn't ever have to feel anything other than joy and happiness.

That's all I want for you.