MY GREY WORLD

Chapter 32

Britt POV

I groaned as I tried to shield the side of my face, it felt has if heat was focused on the side while the other side was resting on a really comfy surface. I buried my face deeper into the surface but the scotching heat on the other side of my face was preventing me to really bask in the comfortable feeling.

I finally gave up and sat up, only to notice that I had been lying on Rell all this time and it was the sun that was skinning me alive, I just hope it didn't leave a burn. I smiled as I remembered the night, I liked seeing that part of Rell, so carefree she was always carefree with me but yesterday just felt different. Every other day, it feels like she is walking on egg shells around, I don't really know how to put, it feels like she trying to make sure she does everything just right so has not make mistakes or mess up, she is always quick to back down and say sorry when we have an argument even if she wasn't at fault or wrong. I am happy because it is a lot more progress than when we first started dating and I just hope she opens up to me more.

I sighed contently as I took in her facial features, I noticed her scrunching her face probably because of the sunlight, so I blocked her view of it by draping my legs across hers as I continued to admire, the scrunching stopped so I assumed my position worked. I got lost staring at her but sooner than later I was pulled out of my thought when I felt something poke my thigh, I was first confused before realization dawned on me accompanied with tomato red cheeks. I hurriedly sat up and used the blanket from the night before to cover her.

I didn't want her to find me in that position with her, I had seen her with a hard on a couple of times, but none of those times ended well. She was always embarrassed and would try to avoid me for majority of the morning, I didn't see anything to be embarrassed about I mean it was just like a girl being embarrassed for menstruating, it is absolutely natural. After her embarrassed phase, if I try to speak to her about it, she would brush it off and say it's nothing.

I wanted to head downstairs to shower and change because I felt gross, but I didn't want to wake her yet so I busied myself with clearing our mess and tiding the rooftop. As I picked up the last empty bottle I heard her groan, then she stirred before finally opening her eyes, she looked around in confusion, then realization and finally relief as I gaze landed on me, I smiled at her.

"Morning", she said in between stretches, her voice was raspy. She wrapped the blanket around her waist when she noticed herself.

"Good morning, sleeping beauty" I said as I strolled, placing a kiss on her cheek

"How long have you been up?" she asked as we entered the elevator

"Not quite long, so what's on the agenda?" I asked

"School?" she replied confusedly

"Today is Sunday silly, so we still have about 10 hours before we have to return to school"

"Thank God, I'm exhausted" she replied as we left the elevator and headed to my apartment.

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We took our showers and freshened up, it was scotching hot outside so I just threw on shorts and a tank top while Britt was on her Spencer singlet and a pair of faherty pull on cord shorts, she had some clothes here from our previous visits. I felt the hangover making a late appearance so I got us some advil to use. After that we got cuddled up on my bed and drifted off once again, the AC on it lowest temperature.

We finally woke up later in the afternoon, about half past two, but the both of us was too lazy to get out of bed so I ordered us lunch since we missed breakfast. We debated the movies to watch while waiting for our order to arrive, after a lot of bickering we finally settled for the so gay movies.

We started with happiest season, ten minutes into the movie our food arrived, so we watched the movie as we ate. Then we kept going, we watched Euphoria, Cobalt Blue, Badhaai Do and some episodes in OITNB, OITNB was still playing on the TV but we were no longer paying attention as the makeout session got intense by the seconds, how it began I couldn't remember.

I shivered and moaned as Rell gently nibbled and sucked on my neck, there was surely going to be a hickey there. I finally decided to exercise some dominance as I flipped her, the positions now reverse, I kissed her tracing the outline of her jaws with my lips then down her neck, she moaned and squirmed under me, I went back to her lips as I kissed her deeply, biting her lower lips which caused her gasp and I immediately took advantage of the opportunity and shoved my tongue into her mouth as my hands wandered around her body, I was so cut up in the moment that I began to tug on her cord that held the shorts firmly, at that she immediately pulled away. I mentally slapped myself for being stupid.

"I'm sorry I got cut up in the moment" I said my face was still flushed and I was breathing a bit heavily

She shook her head as I saw sadness engulf those emerald eyes, "It is not your fault, the problem is me"

I immediately cupped her cheeks, "Don't say that, I told you I will wait till you're ready and I will keep that promise I just got cut up in the moment"

She shook her head, "Don't try to justify my actions, I really really like you Brittney, like a whole lot and I can't even give you what you want"

"I like you too, a whole lot and that's why I will wait because I want you to be comfortable when we finally do it, I don't want it to be about only me and my pleasure, I want you to be comfortable with yourself and me" I saw a strand tear leave her eye which I gladly kissed away.

"Thank you" she said in a whisper, she cuddled up into me, her head laying on my chest as I gently caressed her hair, we resumed watching the movie and before I knew it, cute low snores were coming for her.

I just might love this girl already but isn't it too early...

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