MY GREY WORLD

Chapter 19

BRITT POV

I settled down for lunch, my friends are speaking in hushed tones since this morning occasionally glancing at me I was getting annoyed by the second, I couldn't take it anymore as I hit my spoon my spoon on the table in frustration, gaining their attention as well as some student.

"what's up Britt?" they asked in unison

"You tell me, you've been secretive and fucking annoying all day"

Just then I heard Andrew voice boom behind, I turned to see him holding a microphone and one of his friends holding a boom box. He walked over to me kissed my hand and I stood there all shocked.

"My Dear Brittney, I have known you since freshman and we have been good acquaintances, however this past weeks we have become really good friends, I wanted to do this on my Christmas Concert for the year but i couldn't wait any longer. I really like you Brittney and therefore I ask you this today, would you be my girlfriend?" All the students in the cafeteria cooed.

Words couldn't describe how I was feeling, surprised, amazed, a lit bit anger because he decided to cause a scene.

Andrew and I have been hanging out we talk and all he takes me to his concert along with his friends but all I saw him as was a good friend. Eurell still had me wrapped no other person. I look up to see everyone was expecting an answer and that's when I saw her, she was trying to make her way out of the cafeteria. Did all these affect her? was she angry shocked, happy or just indifferent?  I don't know

I cleared my throat and looked at Andrew who was looking at me with puppy eyes.

"You are right Andrew you and I have know each other for years and I've always seen you as a friend and nothing more" his face dropped but I continued

"You have helped me a lot and for that I'm grateful but I can't accept your proposal and I'm sorry I've to tell you this in public....I can't accept"

He looked at me in disappointment, "Friend zoning uh? Do you have someone?"

I took a deep breathe, "Yh I do....I am sorry"

I walked away immediately, desperately needing air ignoring  every other thing. I sat on a bench as tried to calm myself.

I thought of a Eurell once again. how did she feel about all this?

I looked at my phone to see about 24 messages and 11 missed calls from my friends. I rolled my eyes, they are probably racking their brains on the reason I rejected Andrew's proposal, no wonder they were acting so weird this morning. There is one piece of information I forgot to mention that is most people don't know I'm gay and I plan to leave it that way till I graduate I'm not ready for High school drama.

The sun had set so I strolled to our spot hoping to run into Rell to talk things, I should be the matured one right? well that's if she would hear me out.

I got to the spot and I immediately wished I had gone back to the hostel, there she was  hugging this guy with a rose in hand. Great she didn't care, she rebounded perfectly well.

I sighed and I felt a tear drop as I walked back to the dorm, I was to tired to wail so this tear drop will have to do, I felt more heartbroken because Eurell never discussed her sexuality with, she could be straight for all I knew and I was merely an experiment.

could this day get any worse?

EURELL POV

"Now stop being a cry baby and make things right with her, have a good night and straighten your thought then tomorrow you shoot"

"Ok mum, Anyway how was your date?"

he turned a light shade of pink, "It was good"

"Oh see who is shy now?"

"shut up, let me walk you"

I chuckled, "lead the way"

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I went into my room and saw Britt in her usual position magazine in hand. I decided to start being civil and greeted her.

"Hey"

no response but I could bet I saw her role her eyes. I shrugged it off and the my night routine then retired to bed. I wanted to sleep early so that I could be able wake up early to talk to her be she left the dorm.

lets hope this goes well

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!   
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