you never listen
I never tell you the truth
I stopped talking
after I saw the things you doI didn't tell you how I felt
never showed you my heart
holding back words, feelings, thoughts
didn't mean to tear us apartall the unspoken things
hidden under pillows
I didn't care about this
didn't want that anyone knowsI met someone
I didn't tell you
I cry a lot
never show youthere is a person
who told me to stop
"it only makes it worse"
so I started to talkI talked about it
to him
the first time I spoke
about all the things
swirling in my headtrying to untangle
the chaos on my mind
and start to handle
the important kindsthis time I told you
I don't want to
but you didn't listen
you never doI wanted you
to understand
but you told me to
participateyou seemed to listen
this time
so you said
I should handle it
by nineI called everybody
tried fucking hard
even though
you know me
I can't stand phone callsbut I did it
I did everything
you told me to
thats how much
I wanted it to workbut you just couldn't
couldn't let it go
your plans to be
rewritten by mecouldn't listen to me
just your image
so now I see
the golden cageI'm trapped in it
looks sweet and shiny
but don't forget it
it's nothing but tight and tinyhard to explain
this invisible thing
inside to have
everything to loose
but nothing to gainit's built out of
plans, expectations and tasks
not mine but yours
everything hidden behind masksmy life is trapped
in this prison cell
so let's take a nap
and listen to the call
from the famous guard
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poems of a broken girl
PoetryJust a few poems I wrote expressing my feelings Random stuff from my life Hope you like them <3 I will add some every now and then