#23 Mourning you alive

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you're here
beside me
but I don't feel
you near me

it's like you're
already gone
even though
I still hear your tone

am I giving up too quickly?
is there still a chance to try?
should I fight more strongly?
or should I say good bye?

youre here
beside me
but i dont feel
you near me

its like youre
already gone
even though
i still hear your tone

am i giving up too quickly?
is there still a chance to try?
should i fight more strongly?
or should i say good bye?

I feel like
losing hope
never hurt alike
but this pain isn't dope

staring at you
listening to your breath
and crying at the same time
because of your death

didn't even left your body
but I'm trying to move on
I mean this shit isn't funny
if only I could see hope

the first time in life
I'm the realistic one
me who's pointing with the knife
directly at you
killing your chance to survive

asking myself constantly
how did it come this far?
I never was there for you
how could I wave bye
without you waving back hi

mourning your death
with your footsteps in my ears
will never pay my dept
chasing all my fears
until the future disappears
and I loose all my tears

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