poems of a broken girl

#21 Fire

you said I shouldn't
burn everything down
behind me

but the only thing
I want to burn down
right now
is your house

I want to burn the memories
eliminate history
drown all the feelings inside me

there will be revenge
you won't see it coming
the best therapie is
me destroying you
not you destroying me

7 months and I do what i want
I don't care anymore
wanted to keep my head down
save our bond

but the problem is
this battle is you vs me
if I want to survive
I must loose the urge to protect you
and save MY life

so I let go
I stop caring 'bout you
would love to stop feeling
and start healing

this war is about us
so don't tell me stuff
I'm old enough
to be above

higher as your expectation
deeper as your knife
longer as your list of reasons
wilder as your life

turning off my humanity
would be a privilegde
but sadly I'm not in
the vampire diaries

just learn to live with it
live with you hating me
with me fighting you
and my dreams becoming true

dreams and hopes and needs
which now can be met
so I cut the chains
and run away cold and wet

trough the darkest set
of forest space
the largest trees
falling to me feet