South Park x Reader! 「ONE-SHOTS」

♥︎ | Stanley Marsh (again)

(okay, I hope this turns out good)

SPOILER ALERT: IT DIDN'T.

[ YOUR POV ]
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I was at storks pond, hanging out with my friends, stan, kyle, cartman and kenny. I was sitting on the bench, watching them, kyle was arguing with cartman, kenny was skipping stones in the lake, and stan was just standing by a tree, lost in thought it seemed. I looked down at my (colour) shoes. I sighed, the sound of crunching leaves caught my attention. I felt someone sit beside me on the bench, he sighed, it was stan. "hey, y/n, can we talk?" I heard him speak. I looked up at him. "yeah, what do you wanna talk about?" I asked, curiously.

I watched as he turned his gaze towards me. his cheeks were tinted red. "I think I lo-" "SHUT UP, CARTMAN!" kyle suddenly screamed, I missed what stan had said. "sorry, what was that?" I asked. he looked away from me, I noticed tears pricking at his eyes. "um, it wasn't anything important, I was just... I was..." he trailed off. I heard him whimpering, he stood up and wiped his eyes. "stan, what's wrong-" "nothing, it's nothing, don't worry about it." he cut me off. I stood up, I tried to comfort him but before I could, he turned and started walking. "stan please let me help-" "see you tomorrow, y/n." he cut me off. I felt my heart sinking.

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the next morning when I got to school, stan wasn't there. I was worried about him. when I was sitting with the others at lunch I decided to ask them if they knew what happened.

"kyle, do you know what happened to stan?" I asked him, he looked at me. "oh, yeah. he texted me, um, he's sick." he responded, I looked down, something inside me just didn't believe it.

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once lunch was over, I got out my phone as I walked into the girls bathroom. I scrolled through my contacts, I found his contact and pressed 'call'.

it rang, and rang, but he didn't pick up, so I tried again, it rang, but he once again, didn't pick up. 'why isn't he answering?' I worried. I pulled my phone away from my ear, I looked down at his contact, I stared at his profile picture. it was a picture of him, and his innocent face. I couldn't fight the tears. 'please be alright.' I thought.

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school finally finished, I was running down the street. "y/n, wait up!" I heard kyles voice, I just couldn't stop, I needed to hurry, I needed to check up on stan. "Y/N!" kyle shouted, I groaned. "not right now, kyle!" I shouted. I saw stans house up ahead, I picked up my pace. kyle must've given up because I didn't hear him again.

once I got to stans house, I ran up the stairs and knocked on the door, I stepped back. placing my hands on my knees, leaning on them as I tried to catch my breath, after what felt like forever, the door finally opened. I looked up, it was his mother. "y/n? what's going on, dear?" she asked, concerned. I felt my words get caught in my throat but I choked them out. "im here for stan." "oh, he's sick-" "please, Mrs marsh, can I just see him?" I begged. she stared at me, she then sighed and stepped aside for me. "alright, but make it quick, I don't want you catching anything." I heard her say as I ran up the stairs to stans room.

I stood in front of his bedroom door, I heard groaning, sniffling and I even heard depressing music playing, but it was muffled. 'oh god...' I thought as I lifted my hand and knocked on the door. "stan? it's me, y/n." I spoke. I heard a thud and then a groan. "fuuuuuck." I heard his muffled whining. everything then went quiet. I swallowed nervously, just then, the door opened.

I saw him, his jacket was barely on, his hair was a mess and he looked as if he'd been crying. which I assume, he has. I felt my heart ache seeing him like this. "what do you want?" he grumbled. I stepped closer to him. "you've been crying." I spoke in a soft tone as I cupped his cheek, he pulled away from my hand. "no, shut up, I haven't." he hissed, he rubbed his eyes, I furrowed my brows. "stop lying, stanley. I'm seriously worried about you." I uttered as I grabbed his shoulders, he tensed up. "why are you worried? I'm really not that important." he mumbled. I felt my stomach twist at his words. "we've been friends for over seven years, I just can't imagine a life without you." I said, pulling him closer and hugging him. "I care about you, you idiot, you know this." I buried my face into his shoulder.

"I love you, stan, please don't forget that." I muffled against his shoulder. I heard his breathing, his heart beat picked up, I could feel it against my chest. "y/n..." he breathed. I hummed in response, lifting my head. he looked down at me. "...I really want to kiss you." he murmured. my heart skipped a beat. "h-huh? woah, that was sudden!" I laughed. he just stared at me. I gulped. "w-wait, you're serious?" I murmured. he hummed.

I thought about it for a moment, I think I can handle it. after all, I have been pining for a while. I stared into his deep blue eyes. "so, what're you waiting for?" I cooed, his eyes glistened with excitement, then he leaned down, his lips pressed against mine, I tensed up, but then I slowly melted into it.

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fin -- ♡

(omg, first kiss. yayayay. I have never kissed anyone so I have no idea how accurate this is, but who cares? OKAY, SEE YOU IN THE NEXT ONESHOT)