SHOOTING STARS, h. rindou

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CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
different path

Y/N’s POV

"Mom, I decided to start a different career." I said as soon as me and mom are the only ones left in her room when dad just got out.

"Really? What kind of career is this?" Mom asked as she slowly got up from her previous lie down position.

"A singer artist."

Mom stopped with eyes wide, as she looked at me and slowly, showing an ear to ear smile at me.

"Really?! Then, what happened that lead you to change your mind?"

I was hesitant, of course.

Music, the first word that I ever learned since I was a toddler.

When I was a kid, music has always been my bestfriend. Music is my safe place, and music will always be there for me. Dad made music even more beautiful in my head, not until I found out about what he did to us before.

It made me broke into pieces that even me myself had been struggling to pick it back up.

I then started to hate music.

But mom, begged for me, to not stop loving music. So for her, I continued to sing and produce music by my guitar, piano, drums and other music instruments. I practiced more and more about music. Before, I've always wanted to go to a Music School in Florida. But, unfortunately, dad before wants me to pursue business program. Since I had no choice, I chose the path I never wanted.

Five hell years, I suffered in five years to finish the program I never liked. I forced and pushed myself off limits, that it almost made me go insane. But because of music, I maintain sane.

Everything was repeating like a daily cycle, not until I met Rindou.

Because of him, my oh-so-boring-life turned into a thrilling journey filled with spice.

When the day he asked me to be his fubu, I was hesitant. Of course, I am a woman with dignity and being asked out like that wasn't my thing. My goals will always be so high that even Lucifer won't be able to reach it.

I drowned myself in things that I know I didn't wanted, but I kept breathing because music has always been with me. And there, I started my own YouTube channel, posting cover songs with me singing and playing with my guitar, drums, piano, violin, and many more. It helped me to keep my self stable.

But Rindou... he changed the game structure.

He changed everything, I never expected someone to make me feel things and that feeling is just so rare for me to feel.

The foreign feeling he built in me was so strong that it made me also hard to breathe, specially when he's looking into my eyes.

It was all because of him, it's always him.

Because of the melodies he made, he brought me back to life. And because of him, I have now my motivation, to love music even more.

"It's a long story. But I want to try again, writing songs like before." I said as I smiled at her.

Another path, huh...

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