SHOOTING STARS, h. rindou

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CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR
reminiscing his past

song of the chapter :
Crush by David Archuleta

RINDOU's POV

Never get attached to no one.

That's what I always say to myself, never get attached. Why? Because this will be no good for you, it will just 'cause you too much drama which is why I'm also allergic to drama.

Love? Nah, too impossible for me. I don't even know how to say what really is love. I'm not broken or someone might've hurt me from the past, but I'm just not into the idealism of love.

I've seen so many people in movies, stories, series and even in real life, getting hurt because love.

And I don't want that.

To get hurt just because of love.

"Hey dude!" Sanzu called out of nowhere while holding a can beer. We're currently in his condominium when he suddenly called all the bros and even Ran, for a small celebration 'cause our band won yet again, another music awards. We already went to the after-party but we were just quick and went back to our places after it. But this asshole, wasn't satisfied with the small celebration.

"What?" My voice called out in a wrong way, I sounded monotone as Sanzu chuckled.

"Dude so mad! I was just here because I'm going to ask you something, so, chill." He said and sat in the vacant chair infront of me, while we're here in his balcony area.

"Then spill it out." I said and sipped another can beer.

"I've been hearing around the media, that you and my sister are dating. Is it true?" He asked which made my eyes roll.

"No, dude, what the fuck. I'm not a pedo. People just might've mistaken us when she called for a help in her way to her management. The paparazzi was chasing her that time that's why she got caught with me. Until it started to grew, but I already said to you, No." I explained as Sanzu nodded his head then lean backwards to his chair's armrest.

"I just asked that question because I thought you're going to have plans on trying to date." Sanzu said and chuckled after.

I cackled as I shooked my head, "No dude, I would rather die hopeless romantic." I said and sipped on my can beer.

"Do you have any plans? You know that every single day, we're getting older, faster than we all expected." He said. But then I thought of it again.

Do I have any plans?

I don't know also, but if the God from above would let me try, then I would take the shot.

Why do I always say that I'm not into relationships? It's because I know to myself that I'm not good at showing my affection, I'm more into actions than words. But it still would be hard for me to show my affectionate to my other partner, and then what? It would just lead to a conflict resulting for a break up.

Tch, lame.

While scrolling, a video from YouTube caught my attention. It was a girl with her electric guitar, she was playing for a cover song of Rihanna titled 'Kiss It Better'. Out of curiosity I tapped the play icon and started watching it.

Her hands started to move into its way to the guitar, she masterly moved her fingers with the rhythm of the song, playing on the background. I watched her face as she played with the guitar, it was serious but in the same time, I could see in her smiles that she's enjoying it.