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"She's alive." I say as I enter Mattheo's room, he's not here.
"Theo!" I shout as I look for him.
After a few minutes of pacing through the room my breathing starts to get out of control, I slide down the wall and rest my head on my knees.
"I didn't kill her." I mumble as my breathing gets steadier.

If she isn't dead, why am I only hearing from her now? Is it even her?

Thoughts flood my mind, my breathing gets heavier again and I can't help but think it is something I did wrong.

"Love?" A hand touches my shoulder as I look up.
"I didn't kill her." I say as I look at him with tears in my eyes.
He squads down, grabs me under my arms and lifts me up.

We lay on the bed, I'm staring at the wall, my head on his chest and I listen to his heartbeat.

"Want to talk about it?" He asks as he tucks a strand of hear behind my ear.
I shake my head no.

"Maybe they faked it together because they both hate me." I mumble as I look up at my gorgeous boyfriend.
"No one hates you," He says "they just don't know you."

"I want to talk to her." I say as I sit up
"So we will find her, just not now." He says as he pulls me back by my waist.
"I have to." I say as I get up again.
"No you don't, you should have some rest first." He says
"No, I don't."
"Even if she is alive, would you want to talk to her?" He questions, why is he being so weird.
"I went to Azkaban because of her, I killed many people and my life is ruined. I want to know why." I say as I walk away
"I have to get some things from my room, I will be back." I grab my bag and walk out of the door.
I need to find her as soon as possible before this shit destroys me.

I collect my mothers things, everything I have from her and some books I might need.

As I walk out of the room I hear the whispers again, I just don't know what they're saying.

I walk as fast as I can back to Mattheo's room but I bump into someone.
"Are you alright?" My brother asks
"Yes, I am just in a hurry. Love you bye." I say as I keep walking, I can't waste any time right now.

When I get back to Mattheo's room I sit down at his desk, open the books and start reading.

I underline the things that might help me find her.
I grab a notebook from a shelf and start taking notes, going back in time, trying to find any clues.

She used to leave the house every Sunday, we didn't know where she was going.

She stopped leaving a few weeks before I 'killed her'
Where did she go?

All I know is that she left in a black sports car, who drives a car like that?

Sundays
Black sports car
Who did she leave with?

Is what I write down.
"Did your father have a car?" I ask Mattheo who just walked back into the room, I have no idea where he went.
"He had a limousine." He says
"Fuck." I mumble in response as I slam my hand on the table
"Who drives a car when they can apparate?"

"Can you pass me that?" I ask as I point at the photobook laying on the bed.
"Of course." He says as he hands me it.

I look through the book.
There are pictures of me, my sister and Draco smiling together.

After flipping quite a few pages I come across a picture with Narcissa and my mother.
"Narcissa drives doesn't she?" I ask
"Do you think?"

"Where are you going?" Mattheo asks
"The Malfoy manor." I tell him as I walk away.

"Wait!" He shouts as he follows me

"Are you sure you can do this? Your father will be there." He says as he grabs my wrist to hold me back.
"You think I can't?" I ask
"Take my hand, I'm coming with." He tells me.

I take his hand and we apparate, this probably isn't the smartest thing to do but it doesn't matter.

When we get there I stare at the house, I haven't been here in a while.
It has good memories, but also really really bad ones.
I try to not think about those as Mattheo knocks on the door.
"Is there a plan?" He asks
"I just want to talk to her." I say before a house elf opens the door.
"Hello, we must speak to Narcissa." I say as he lets us in.
"She is in the kitchen." He says as he points us to her.

"Evelyn, what are you doing here?" She asks with a smile as she hugs me.
"I'd like to know what you and my mom used to do on Sundays." I say as we sit down.
"How are you?" She asks
"I'm good." I answer
"What about Draco, is he doing okay?"
"Stop avoiding this conversation Malfoy." Mattheo says, she looks shocked.

"I can't tell you," She says "I'm sorry."
"I didn't kill her, did I? I went through all of this shit because of your family and you now you can't tell me? Huh?"
I start to get furious, this bitch is hiding shit and I will find out.
"Where's my father?" I ask "I am killing that bastard if you don't tell me where she is!"

"I don't know, she left without saying goodbye years ago, after we planned this." She responds
"You were in on this?" Theo asks
"How could you? I trusted all of you."
I question calmly, I don't want my father to know I'm weak.

"Daughter." My father says as he walks into the room.
"Where's my mom?" I ask
"We don't know, we have been looking for her for a long time." He answers
"Is he telling the truth?" I ask Mattheo who's clearly reading his mind.
"He is."
"Why did you lie?" I ask
"It made you strong, didn't it?" He asks
"It also made me have many traumas." I reply to his stupid answer.
"I thought my family was messed up." Mattheo mumbles
"Let's go." He takes my hand
"No wait." I say before apparating.

"Do not call me your daughter ever again, is that clear?" I say as I step up to him
I look up so I can look him in the eyes, he doesn't look back.
"I am not your daughter." I say as I push him away.
"I despite you, both of you." Lucius says "You should have killed her like she killed our lord." He adds
"Your lord." Mattheo corrects

"Mattheo we should go, plan on how we're burning them all to the ground." I say as I take his hand and we apparate back to school.

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