It is 2:49 pm,
Instead of sleeping I am to find the words to describe how my world looks without him in it.
My heart feels empty
My thoughts are overwhelming my brain
My head hurts
I feel incredibly alone.
I miss him yet I am so angry with him I will never talk to him again.
He fixed me and then broke me ten times worse.
"Pansy? You up?" I ask
"Always." She says
"Wanna go out, smoke and go on a walk or something, I need to clear my head." I tell her
"Sure." She answers
I turn on the light and put on some sweatpants and a sweater, Pansy does the same.
We walk out of the castle in silence, we don't want Mr Filch's cat to attack us.
"How are you feeling?" Pansy asks as we walk towards Hogsmeade.
"I'm in pain, I mean how could I not be?" I ask
"I am not sure." She says
"It is as though things between me and him will never get better and I don't know what to do." I tell her
"You will be alright." She says, lighting a cigarette and sitting down on a bench.
"I hope so."
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Unexpected love - Mattheo Riddle
Fiksi PenggemarEvelyn Anastasia Moreau is the new girl, she is smart and beautiful but she has a past with The Dark Lord. She also has a complicated and quite interesting family... Her brother does not remember her at all and her father did something terrible, or...
