Unexpected love - Mattheo Riddle

05

"Wake up." I hear Mattheo's voice as he opens the curtains and a bright light flashes through the window.
"Morning." I say as I sit up, scratching my head as I yawn
"Wait, did we like..."
"No, we did not. Do you remember anything?" Riddle asks
"I think I remember most things but the end of the night is a blur." I answer as I get out of Mattheo's bed. If we didn't fuck than why the fuck am I not wearing pants?
"You wore a dress last night, I gave you my sweater." He says
"I should go." I say as I stand straight, staring at the wall coldly.
"Will you apparate me? Or should I walk through the school like this?" I say seriously, he takes my hand and apparates me to my room.
"Thank you Mattheo, I will see you around." I tell him as I get away from him as fast as I can, I don't want anything to do with him or more specifically, his family.
He leaves after looking at me for a short second, finally alone, or so I thought.

"Hello!" I hear Pansy's voice as her and some other girl walk in, I think she's in Hufflepuff.
"I heard you slept in Mattheo's room?" The girl says smirking.
"I'm leaving." I say annoyed as I put on some pants and quickly put on my shoes.
"What's gotten into you?" Pansy asks
"I am going to kill Astoria." I say with a smile as I open the door "gotta go, bye!" I shout before slamming the door shut.
I walk into the common room, Draco and Lorenzo are on the couches talking to each other and laughing.
"Hey Evelyn!" Draco shouts as he looks at me, I walk towards them and I sit down on a chair.
"Have you two seen Greengrass?" I ask
"She has class, why?" Draco asks
"I am going to kill her," I say "that's why."
"What did she do this time?" Lorenzo sighs
"Think." I answer as I get up and say goodbye to Draco and Enzo.
"Wait Evelyn!" I hear Draco's voice behind me as I walk away.
"What's up?" I ask "is there anything wrong?"
"We need to talk." He says as he looks down
"Yes, we indeed do need to have a chat, just not today." I respond.
"You can't kill Astoria, she's with the dark lord." Draco whispers as he comes closer.
"That gives me even more reasons to murder her ass." I say with a innocent smile as I turn my back to Malfoy.
"Is that Mattheo's sweater?" Lorenzo asks as he gets up and joins our conversation.
"It isn't, I gotta go." I lie and walk away as fast as I can.

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I have looked everywhere for Astoria, she is nowhere to be found so I decide to go back to my room. Everyone has class so I'm hoping Pansy actually went instead of skipping school like she normally does.

When I get to my room no one is there, I lock the door and I barricade it with the dresser so even Pansy can't come in, I really need time for myself. I have been here for only three days and I am already tired of this shit.

After an hour of staring at my ceiling, crying and drinking vodka I get up.
I grab a lighter and I light a candle for my mother, I miss her and I could kill myself knowing that I was the one who killed her, even though I was forced and afraid I could have prevented it. I should have killed my dad instead.

Three minutes later I receive a letter, my owl brought it to my room, that's unusual. I open the letter and look for a name, at the bottom of the letter is says Dumbledore.
I start reading.

Dear miss Moreau,

I am fully aware that today is not the best day to ask you this but I need you to come over to my office so we can discuss some things.
I am still not certain that you are trustworthy, I am afraid that you will have to earn my trust and we should start by just having a simple conversation.

Come by anytime
- professor Dumbledore

I despise this man, he could've told me this any other day, I hate this day so much.

Even if he doesn't trust me, what is he going to do? He can't kick me out of the school and he can't fight Voldemort without me and he also knows that.

"Evelyn!" I hear Harry's voice and his fists banging on the other side of the door, not today.

"Is there something wrong?!" I shout
"No but yes, I mean... kind of!" He yells back
I move the dresser with my wand and unlock the door to see Harry, Hermione and Ron.
She is literally so pretty and smart.
"Oh I didn't expect you to bring them but it's fine. Come in, do y'all want something to drink or eat?" I ask them as them look around, probably because there's a empty bottle of vodka and a ashtray with a lot of smoked cigarettes on my bed with a picture of me, my twin sister and my mom next to it.

"We can also leave if you want." Ron says. "No it's fine really, just a rough day." I say with a fake smile as they sit down looking awkward as fuck.
"So what's up?" I ask
"One of the horcruxes is a ring." Harry says, getting to the point immediately.
"So? Where is it?" I ask
"Around Mattheo Riddle's finger." He fills me in on the situation we're dealing with.
"So how are you planning to get it?" I ask
"You." Hermione says "you can get it."
"No." I answer "I'm most certainly not doing that." I say as I open my fridge and pour us all some drinks.
"We know you slept with him." Ron says, not realizing that he wasn't supposed to.
"I didn't." I say "please leave now."
"Why?" Harry asks
"I killed my mother exactly ten years ago from now, I can't do this at the moment." I say "I apologize for not being helpful." I get up and walk to the door.
"It was nice meeting you, I wish it would've happened under other circumstances." I say, they stay silent.
"Wait!" Ron says "Hermione you were talking about someone earlier, maybe Evelyn knows."
"Perhaps." She says "Harry got a vision of her in Azkaban, we think."
"She was apologizing for killing someone, we also saw a women and we did some research. Her name was Lillian, she had two daughters." Harry says, when I hear my mothers name I realize they are talking about me, I went to Azkaban, I have a sister, I apologized every dag for killing my mother.
"Do you know her? We think she can help us." Ron says
"Do I know her?" I laugh "I am her."
They look at me in disbelief
"What did you do to end up in Azkaban?" Hermione asks as she gets up.
"I killed her, Lillian." I say
"You killed your mother?" Hermione asks
"I did, my father forced me." I respond as I look down.
"You don't have to tell us but it might be helpful for us to know the whole story."
"Who is your father?" Harry asks , they still haven't got up.
"That's none of your business." I respond
"I think it is." He says "he's a death eater right?" Harry asks
"Yes, he is." I answer
"You can tell us, it is important to know who the death eaters are." Hermione says reassuring me that it is alright. Her smile is so comforting and she is so kind.
"You already know that he's a death eater." I say "it's Lucius Malfoy." I look down at my shaking hands, not knowing how to feel.
"My name is Evelyn Desai Moreau Malfoy." I tell them, they look at me in complete shock.
"Does Draco know?" Ron asks
"I wiped his memories before I went to Azkaban, so he doesn't." I respond, my eyes are getting watery and my hands won't stop shaking but I want to tell them the whole story

"Lucius got my mother pregnant right after Draco was born, he did not tell anyone and he didn't want anyone to know because he was ashamed." I tell them, sobbing as I speak.
"You don't have to tell us." Harry says
"I want to." I say as I fake a smile.
"So I got my mom's last name because my dad didn't want anyone to know about me and my twin sister Luna. My mom had to agree because she was afraid of him, when I was six my mother tried to fight my father, Draco, Luna and I were hiding under the table, after a while he thought it would be a good idea to make me kill my mother, I was always my father's favorite after Draco and he thought that if I killed my mother he could take me home to the Malfoy Manor, I didn't know what to do, he pointed his wand at me and told me that if I didn't kill my mother he would kill me and my sister, he also said that killing my mother would make my stronger and better than I already was. He lied, I lived in the Malfoy Manor for two years before I got send to Azkaban." I say, looking at the faces of Hermione, Ron and Harry they are speechless, I would be too.
"We're so sorry." Harry says "I didn't even know my parents and I hate the fact that they're dead." Harry's stupid pity isn't working
"I don't want anyones pity, I just want to forget about it." I respond.
"What was it like? In Azkaban?" Hermione questions.
"I cannot describe it with words." I answer
"I tried to kill myself in there more times than I can count, I didn't succeed of course." I say
"After five years I finally got free and I killed someone else, I did not know how to act."
"Did they not catch you?" Ron asks
"It were muggles, I killed them with muggle weapons." I answer his questions.
"So about that ring, tell me what you thought was a good plan." I say, switching the subject.
"You have to come close to Mattheo again and then you steal it." Harry says
"I will try but I'm not going to force a friendship, just so that's clear." I tell them
"It is, we should go we have class." Hermione says as she gets up.
"If you ever need us, we're here for you." Harry says as he hugs me.
"Thank you." I whisper as he hugs me even tighter, Harry is such a great friend.
We all say goodbye and they leave. I am glad I told them, it feels good to know that I can talk to them about whatever I want to talk about, even though I don't consider them friends they are nice.