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unrequited love (lisa/jennie) pt1

AU: highschool (again I REALLY LOVE HIGHSCHOOL TROPES OK)

a/n: this is kinda gage and emmy from 'you'd be home now.' (except theres someone else 😱) by kathleen glasgow. you guys should check it out.

as i walk into the flower shop, the familiar 'ting' of a bell was heard. i wander around a little, not quite knowing what i was looking for. i just knew that i was looking for something. something special, for her, for lisa. my heart sped up just thinking about her name. no, we weren't actually together. i just hooked up with her sometimes and every moment i spend with her brings is euphoric,to say the least. she would hold me and kiss me and whisper all the sweet nothings i needed so badly to hear but on one condition. no one else could know. i was her secret. i liked it that way for a while. i liked that no matter how many people tried to hit on her and take her home, she was mine, my secret.

i watched, some girl called bae as she placed her hand on lisas arm from the other side of the cafeteria. they were obviously flirting. i felt something churning inside me, i didnt know what. disappointment? sadness? jealousy? maybe all of those and maybe even more, i didnt know for sure. but i did know i didnt want it to go on much longer. i had to watch, everyday as people 10x more confident than me stride up to lisa and flirt or do whatever they did. while i stood some distance away, as always, watching. its like we didnt even know each other. lisa was that hot , rich, popular girl everybody wanted to date. me? probably the complete opposite. lisa was known as lisa. while i was always known as 'kim jisoo younger sister.' or 'jennies friend' i was always somebody's something. sometimes i just wished i were as confident or as pretty or as talented as they were. after a few weeks and a lot of talks from jennie and jisoo, i had finally found the courage to ask lisa to dance with me at the school dance.

i picked out a few pretty flowers, had them wrapped, paid for then and left a tiny spring in my step. i rushed home to show jisoo the flowers.

"unnie! do you think she'll like them?" i ask as i hopefully hold them out for her to see. jisoo smiled.
"of course she'll like them! im cheering for you okay?" my older sister said as she pat my head encouragingly.jisoo clapped her hands together and pretended to wipe away tears.
"oh look at you, all grown up. ill even do your makeup and hair on the day of the dance, okay? everybody will be asking you out." i bit the insides of my cheeks before at my older sister, i love her so much, really.

jennies arm is linked with mine while my other hand is grasping the flowers perhaps a little too tightly but i really couldn't control it. my heart was beating way too quickly for me to think straight. (or gay for that matter)

im about the walk to lisa when i see that girl again, bae walking towards her too. jennie sees this and whisper yells: "abort mission!" but it was too late. i was halfway to lisa and my feet arent stopping now.lisas group didnt seem to notice me though, they were too swept up with oh so charming bae.

"hey, uhm lisa? i was wondering if you would go to the dance with me?" i hold out the flowers, clinging desperately onto a slither of hope.however, that too, was shattered when i heard someone snicker.

"seriously? is that jisoos sister? she looks so pathetic, save me." lisa looks down at me, i cant decipher the expression in her eyes and i swear at that moment my heart was ripped out, shattered, and the pieces were flung far, far away. and ouch, that hurt. lisa looks wordlessly down at me, an expression almost like pity on her face. i could feel my face burning and i bit my lip, taking a step back. bae took this chance and stepped next to lisa, wrapping an arm around her. she leans in and whispers something and lisas group bursts out laughing. again, lisa didnt say anything. i felt my heart crack and the set everything off. it was like a crack in the wall of a large stone dam. the massive weight of the water was just too much, and everything came crashing out.

i drop the flowers to the ground, hands trembling a little. and a back away, slowly at first before turning and dashing off. I was like a burning red flame, hot and embarrassed.jennie had seen all of this and as i ran to her ,tears blurring my vision, she caught me, and held me there. i didnt even care if they were watching at this point. jennie swept me up in her embrace as i bury my face into her neck. jennie exhales through her nose and guides me away, holding me tight.

lisa pov
i watch. i watch as she runs back to jennie. and i watch as she catches her and holds her and comforts her. just like i did. i watch. i watch as my friends cackle and kick away the blue flowers y/n had left on the ground. i knew y/n and i knew i shattered her then. my eyes stung with tears and i clenched my jaw, not daring to let them fall.

"see that star? right at the top? that star is 550 light years away and we can still see it. for all we know, it blew up hundreds of years ago but we just cant see it since the light hasnt reacher earth yet. so we're looking at the past lisa! isnt that so cool?" y/n babbled, her eyes as bright as the night sky above us. i stare into her eyes and pull her closer to me so that can bury my nose in her hair. i smile, inhaling her scent.
"yeah, that is really really cool." i agreed. y/n was different from almost anyone ive ever met. she was real. she didn't try to be something she wasn't, like more than 90% of our school population. people? they were mean. our school showed us that. everyday there were rumors and gossip and the whipping out of phones to record something unfortunate happen to a poor soul so they could post it on instagram and laugh about it later. y/n wasn't like that. she could go on and on and on talking about poetry and the stars. she was a dork in the cutest way possible and i did like her, a lot. but she couldn't be mine.its not like i was ashamed of her i just couldnt do it. y/n didnt know but i would be moving back to thailand a day after the school dance and i just didnt want to hurt her that way. i couldn't.

i watch as jennie guides her away from me. jennie will treat her better than i ever could. im sorry y/n.

y/n pov
"why wouldn't she go to the dance with me? i thought she liked me.am i that intolerable?" i sigh into jennies chest. jennie stroked my hair.
"no love its not you, you know shes a playgirl." she hummed.
"i guess." i muttered. i look up at jennie, smiling a little.
"thank you." i say. jennie furrows her brows.
"for what?" she asks.
"being here for me. you're the bestest friend ever. i love you jendeukie." i tell her. jennie nods, smiling.
"i love you too, y/n."

jennie pov
i force a smile. bestest friend ever. friend. that hurts a little but im okay with it. as long as im with y/n.

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