confused (jennie) pt2

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a/n: GUYS I LITERALLY WROTE THIS IN SCHOOL FOR YALL OKAY.i think i spent literally like 11 freaking hours in the bio lab this week im gonna kms.

"guys. theres something i need to tell you." you say nervously, shooting a plaintive look at jennie.
"i like girls."

...

lisa and jisoo blink at you while rosé stares at you, a smug grin on her face. she sneaks a hand onto your thigh and squeezes it teasingly.
jennie didn't miss this, of course. if looks could kill, rosé would be six feet under.

"y/n, darling. we know." jisoo finally says while lisa covers her mouth, snickering.
"we were waiting to see how long it took for you to find out." she added.
"we have a bet going on, actually." roseanne agrees. with that, lisa turns to jisoo, sticking out her palm.
"10 ,000 won unnie. hand it over."
you watch all of this, jaw agape.
"w-what. but- i didn't even know- huh? how?"
lisa rolled her eyes at this.
"it was so obvious. i mean, you keep running away from guys and you keep trying to get us to kiss you. so like- it was only a matter of time." lisa shrugged.
"wha- i- i could've just been overly affectionate." you argue but she brushes you off.
"yeah yeah yeah overly affectionate my ass." 

"but, just in case you couldn't tell we totally support you. in fact, you probably didn't even have to come out to us. i mean if you just came home with a girlfriend one day i wouldnt have been surprised." jisoo clarifies.
you fiddle your thumbs nervously at this, were you that easy to read?
your gaze eventually trails to jennie and you see her looking straight at you, arms crossed. you still have some explaining to do.
"o-oh and i- im not dating rosie or anything. she just kissed me 'cuz she was trying to help, is all." you say shyly.

"wait. you kissed rosé??"

JENNIE POV

so that started a whole other thing. roseanne lisa and jisoo are now arguing about who should've gotten y/n's first kiss.wow. i guess they all like girls to some extent.
i frown at y/n, wrinkling my nose. her face is red.
"you seemed like you enjoyed it a lot." i remark.
her eyes widen suddenly and she looks stricken.
"i- i mean. it was my first kiss. like, my first real one." she says tentatively rocking back and forth.
this one comes as a shock to me, honestly. first kiss. really? 
but then, when i look at the nervous girl in front of me it kinda fits.
i card my fingers through my hair, exhaling a sigh of relief i didn't even know i held.
"okay."
"sorry i got so.. wound up. i was just shocked." i say finally.
y/n beams at me.
"yeah. me too! i mean im sorry about the way i've been acting with kai and all. he's nice jennie. i care about you! as long as he makes you happy then.. well.. im happy too." she says, gazing up at me. and with her looking at me like that i really cant help myself. i cup both her cheeks and lean down to peck her forehead.
"you're lovely y/n." i sigh.

...
the next thing i know jennie and i are snuggled together under the sheets.
im laying on top of her while her arms rest on the bare skin of my waist because some of my shirt has ridden up. i wiggle around a litte and jennie squeezes my hip, looking down.
"what?"
i grin up at her.
"nothing. i just missed you. haven't talked to you in a while." 
jennie just hums, looking down at your face.
"yeah?" she teases, an upwards lilt to her tone. just a tiny thing but you loved it. you loved hearing the sound of her voice.
so you talked more just to hear it.
"yeah. i haven't told you yet but you looked really pretty at the calvin klein pop up. i couldn't stop looking at the photos."  ok maybe you said a little too much at the last part. you bury your face further into her chest, so that just your eyes were visible.
jennie eyes crinkle up at the corners as she grins cheekily down at you.
"yeah? you liked it that much?"
"yes..?" you say hesitantly.
jennie rolls her eyes, giggling.
"well. thats good. you're such a cutie. look at me."
as you lay there, you can hear her heart thumping steadily and her chest while yours was going uncontrollably fast. you literally had trouble breathing when jennie titled your chin up to meet your gaze. you'd kiss her. you want to kiss her.thats when you finally realize it.
you like jennie. no, scratch that. you love her. you've loved her for years. shes beautiful and kind and just so amazing. all you want to do is be with her every single second of the day and make her laugh, and give her your heart. thats all.
fucking hell. she has a boyfriend. shut up . right now. she doesn't love you. why would she love you? you fucking idiot.  ugh.

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