blackpink x femreader oneshots

her part 1 (jennie)

TW: mentions of alcohol

you exhale shakily you were utterly exhausted. there were black crescents under your eyes, a telltale sign that you were not getting the sleep your body required. your father is drunk, again. there was a silver ashtray on the coffee table, and countless cigarette butts were scattered haphazardly near it. the house smelt of smoke and beer and throw up. your house stopped being a home a while ago. your dad lay on the carpet, sleeping. you were left to clean up his mess, again.you followed the rancid smell of vomit to the bathroom. luckily for you, your dad had made it to the sink this time.
  after you've somewhat tidied up the house you trudge up to your bedroom and shut the door. your life had been flipped upside when your mother had passed unexpectedly . your father, once a warm and cheerful soul, started drinking and smoking to cope. he was so blinded by grief that he couldn't see that you were suffering too. he tried his best to be a good father but on some days it would be too much. you couldn't blame him though you knew he was hurting too. to put it simply, life had gotten tougher.

  "Hey y/n whats up? You doing okay?" your friend, ryujin asks gently.You and her would walk to school together. you sigh and kick a pebble on the pavement.
  "Its okay. Its pretty much the same thing over and over again. Everything's hard to take in." ryujin rubs your shoulder comfortingly.
  "You're so strong y/n. I know you and your dad will both get through this. Its hard but..don't give up, okay?" you nod. ryujin smiles and wraps her arm around your shoulder. she sways the both of you from side to side as you walk as some sort of encouragement.
  "You'll be okay." And in that moment you believe her. You smile. Shes probably the only person that can make you smile at a time like this.

   Yeah, okay, lets just say that happiness didn't last for very long.As soon as you arrived at school your face falls as you remember how much you hate this hell hole. your grades werent the problem, you just..had no one to hang around with. once you arrive ryujin usually goes looking for her other friends. she still checks on you and talks to you between classes but she has her own group you know? somewhere she belongs to.with people who wanted her around. you didn't have that.
  Ryujin removes her arm from around your shoulders and pats your head.
  "Ill see you later, alright?"
  "Okay..bye ryujin."
  You watch as she runs off to find her friend, yeji .they start talking and laughing immediately. you couldn't blame her, though. she would probably get bored if you were her only friend. you just wish you had someone like that.
  You shove your hands into your pockets forcefully and walk off to your first period class. You duck your head and refuse to look at everybody else gossiping or laughing or doing whatever with their friends.

  You shuffle to the back of your classroom and plop down in your seat. You sink down in your chair , readying yourself for yet another..day. Except this time, your teacher, Ms Kang walks in with someone you've never seen before. A new transfer student, most likely.
  Ms Kang brings her to the front of the classroom where she introduces herself.
  "Hello, my name is Jennie Kim. Im new here. I hope we can all get along well." She finishes with a gummy smile that would make anybody swoon. You narrow your eyes and examine her. She was..really pretty. She had wavy brown hair and cat like eyes. From the way everybody else had started whispering among themselves, you knew they saw it too. you sink further into your seat as you felt your self confidence slowly folding in on itself. goddamn it. why couldn't you be someone like her?
  Ms Kang tells jennie to occupy any empty seat she would like and she does just that.To your utter horror,she walks to your direction and sits next to you .you freeze. You turn your head slowly in her direction. You weren't in the mood for human interaction just then.
  "Hey!" Jennie says cheerily as she sticks out her hand.You stare blankly at it before realizing what you were supposed to do. You slowly stuck out your hand and she shook it. Her hands felt warm. You couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to hold them. No stop thats weird..you quickly dismiss that thought from your head.
  You figured you should say something instead of staring dumbly at her.
"Uhm my name is y/n." you offer. Jennie hums.
"Well y/n..you can be my first friend here." She flashes you a grin. Your reply is a feeble 'alright thanks'.