Divine

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Akrasia
(n.) lack of self control

I don't know what to do.

My father is cheating on my mother. Yes my mother doesn't have the best motherly relationship with me but that doesn't mean I'm going to let my father continue to do this without her knowing.

I booked a plane ticket a few days after the double date and made myself to my family home. The same home that was ripped from me in the matter of minutes due to my father's homophobia.

I knock on the door and take in a big deep breath. "We can do this Divine. It's just a house. It's not a home, not yours." I mutter to myself and just in a few seconds later, my mother appears at the door, opening it.

"Oh? Divine!" She rushes forward and gathers me in a hug. Oh shit I never realized how much I missed her motherly hugs until now.

I hug her back, practically gripping onto her for her not to move. I bury my face in her neck and breath in her coconut and pineapple scent with a faint smile on my face.

"What are you doing here sweetie?" She pulls away from the hug and invites me in.

"I came to talk to you mom. Is dad here?"

She shakes her head no.

"He is on a business trip" She replies and my heart breaks hurting that. No he isn't mom.

"Mom I need to um—"

The door opened causing us both to look over only to find my father standing in the door dressed in a navy blue suit, carrying a bundle of roses both red and white. He hadn't noticed us as he took his key out the door and finally faced us.

"Oh? Hey baby" He walks over to place a kiss on my mother's cheek before whispering something in her ear as he handles her the flowers.

"Aww baby this is wonderful" My mother gushes with a huge smile upon her face. I resist the urge to roll my eyes profusely.

Great..just great.

"Anything for you beautiful"

I roll my eyes not even caring anymore before giving my mom a hug goodbye and a small kiss on her cheek. "I'll see you later ma" I tell her and turn to leave, not even bothering to look at that bitch ass nigga. I walk outside and go to my car where Maeve sat in the passenger seat, blasting music.

Les by Childish Gambino.

"How did she take it?"

"Didn't even tell her. He walked in before I could say it" I roll my eyes once more, turning the music up as I pull out of the driveway.

She doesn't say anything only laces our fingers together and rubs her thumb softly on the back of my hand. I peck her lips once I slow the car down at a stop sign.

"What now?" she asks softly making me sigh and shrug my shoulders because honestly, I don't know.

I don't want to break up a marriage but cheating is something I have always said no to.

"Now we get food and smoke" I mutter and keep on driving while she sings to her song.

Maeve laughs and shakes her head. "Now you know how weed gets you" I look over at her before leaning over to kiss her lips.

"You mean how it makes me want to lick every single inch of your pus—"

"Okay!" Maeve let out a loud laugh and pushed my head away. "Shut up"

I give her a lazy smirk before shaking my head. "You know I'm right but it ain't the weed that makes me want you. It's that dripping pussy and gorgeous moans of yours"

She leans over and sends a soft peck to my neck. "You ain't the only one who wants someone all up under them"

I'm about to fuck the shit of her

I take in a huge breath of air and take a moment to close my eyes before looking at her. "You keep it up and I will pull this car over"

She gives me a devilish grin before muttering a quick "Do it"

Word?

"You ain't say nothing but a word baby" I say as I check the mirror and pull over, slowly stopping the car. She pulls her seatbelt off and stares into my eyes as she unbuttons her shirt.

Taking her shirt off her shoulders, my eyes widened as I look at the red lingerie. Licking my lips slowly, I shake my head.

"Get in the fucking back seat"

Maeve giggles and runs a finger down her chest slowly. I watch as her finger glides between her perfectly shaped perky breasts. I groan as her hand slips between her milky thick thighs. "Don't you want to touch me"

"Oh baby I'm ripping that shit off you" I say as I lift my shirt over my head and point to the back seat. "Get your sexy ass in that back seat babygirl and don't let me tell you twice."

She smiles and climbs into the backseat causing me to see a perfect view of her ass.

Oh yeah I'm tearing that ass up

—

Blowing smoke out of my nose, I stare up at the midnight sky and sigh slowly. Passing the blunt to Maeve who thanks me and takes a long hit. "I think you and me might always be the best thing that has ever happened to me"

"It's the same for me as well" She whispers as she turns her head to look at me. I grin and wrap my arm around her gently, pulling her closer.

"This is forever" I tell her. She laughs and leans in, brushing her lips against me before gathering me into a kiss. "And so much more"

I smile kissing her once more. "Exactly"

She cups my face in her hands and straddles my lap. I wrap my arms around her waist and lean back, taking her all in. So beautiful

She passes me the blunt before grabbing the bag of weed and starts rolling me the third of the night. I watch her as I take a hit, ghosting the smoke.

"Look at you knowing how to roll now"

She rolls her eyes and runs her hand through her hair before licking the paper as she rolls it with her thumb. "Someone special taught me"

I laugh before hissing as the roach burns me. I throw it to the ground and watch as she finishes rolling up the blunt before placing it into her mouth, sparking it.

"You were always smoking my shit and didn't know how to do shit so of course I had teach your ass"

She shuts me up by passing me the blunt and rolls her eyes. "How about you shut up and smoke this shit with me so we can go home and fuck the living shit out of each other"

I grin and take a hit as I shake my head at her. So demanding

"Yes ma'am"