forgetful.

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I blame myself for this one.
I forget too easily,
And I am sorry.
But , if you could try and listen,
If you could try to understand me,
You would know
That I don't do it on purpose.

It hurts me when you shout,
When you scream at me,
Without even trying to talk it out...
I am sorry I forgot,
I am sorry I forget...
But I cannot change how my brain works...
You have the right to be angry,
Angry at me.
But, please, at least take
A glymse at my misery,
And realise, that you hurt me...

If I could,
If only I could,
I swear to god,
Without hesitation,
I would.
I hate myself for this...
For not being able to change,
To be better, for you...
I just want you to love me...

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