toxic love.

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It is supposed to cause joy
It causes me pain.
As the time goes by,
Its starts to look vain.

A feeling of despair feels my heart
As my world starts to fall appart.
Loving you was my biggest mistake,
But I have to stay strong for other's sake.

Love is something I wish to never encounter,
As without it my life seems easier.
You made my heart flutter,
Then crushed it without pity.
My life seems better
Without you,
Cause of my agony.

Love makes me angry, lonely and helpless,
It makes me lose control, it makes me careless.
I fell into the abyss,
When you left me alone, it was a suplice.

Your love is deadly,
Like the worst poison,
Like a glass filled with mercury.
You are as dangerous as bloody mary,
As intoxicating as lucifer's beauty,
As dangerous as his vanity.

Your love is the worst kind of love,
Like a disease that contaminates you,
From down and above.
As volatile as the flying dove,
But as comfortable as a cotton glove.

I hate you,
I hate loving you,
But my heart cannot forget you,
It longs for you...
I need to get this other with,
I cannot continue like this
If I want to live.
My heart and brain, you need to leave.
My soul and sanity, will never forgive.

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