Things I Can't Say Out Loud

who am I?

I don't know who I am,
Who I want to be,
What I want to do,
Where I want to be...

I don't know how to choose,
What to choose,
But is that really necessary?

I don't know who to love,
How to love, please help me
Star observing me from above.

Do you perhaps know the answer,
This is making me suffer.
The confusion,
It's drowning me.
Who am I supposed to be?

Making a choice was never
What I was the best at
But for once, at least,
I really need an answer...

Who am I?
Who am I supposed to be?
Who am I?
I need this answer to be free...
I cannot breath, I am drowning.
The confusion is killing me.
Who am I?
Who am I supposed to be...
Please give me an answer
Whoever you might be...

I am angry at myself
For not knowing,
It is my fault
Why I am suffering.
Why can't I just choose,
What is there to lose?

I just want to be me,
But who am I
Really?