I am tired...
Tired of you,
Tired of how you make me feel.
Tired of hearing your hurtful words,
Tired of seeing you
And remembering
All those hurtful memories.
I am tired.
Tired of hating myself,
Tired of being self conscious.
Tired of looking in the mirror
And hating what I see.
Tired of wanting to be someone else.
I am tired,
Tired of thinking about
How stupid I am,
Tired of knowing
How much more others are,
How useless I am,
How careless I am.
I am tired,
I am tired of my own brain
Being against me,
Bringing me down and
Hurting me...
I am tired,
Tired of living,
Tired of fake smiling,
Tired of not being able
To burst out into tears
Without being judged.
I am tired...
Tired of feeling like a third wheel
Amongst people who are supposed
To be my friends...
Tired of seeing them having fun
Without me.
Tired of feeling so empty and
Uninteresting,
Tired of feeling like I am
Not good enough to be arround you.
I am tired.
No, I am exhausted,
I am done with this...
I am simply,
Tired of living...
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Things I Can't Say Out Loud
PuisiHere, I express my feelings in the form of very short poems. These are very heartfelt, as I pour my heart out when writting them.
