𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖈𝖐 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖒𝖊// robin arellano

𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖞

𝗬/𝗡'𝗦 𝗣𝗢𝗩:
"What?" Robin scowls at me in confusion
"What if vance isn't strong enough? He needs help, i can feel it i- i don't know how to explain it but in my gut i just have this feeling telling me he needs my help" I take a deep breath in before carrying on, "I have to help him robin"
"How? There's nothing you can do y/n im sorry but i don't understand what you're planning."
I look up at him then back down at my knees, biting the inside of my cheek to try calm my anxiety as i attempt to think of a solution to my growing problem. Then it comes to me.
"I'm gonna search for him, i'll search every house in fucking denver if i have to"
"What? Don't be stupid y/n you can't do that!" He protests
"And why can't i?" I look back up at him and spit back
"Because what happens if you do find him, what then? You could get yourself killed being this reckless!"
"I don't care robin, I'm finding my brother whether you like it or not! I can't just leave him to suffer, no i can't do that to him!"
"y/n just think about this, i don't want you getting hurt!"
"I don't give a crap about getting hurt robin, i'm going to find my brother."
He looks at me and searches my eyes, looking for an answer. Ultimately he sighs before attempt to come to an agreement with me.
"Just promise me if you do find him, that you'll call the cops, okay? You wont try and save him, you want put yourself in danger, you'll just call the police?"
"I'm sorry robin" I shake my head "I can't promise you that"
"Then im coming with you."
"No you're not coming with me what if you get hurt?"
"What so i'm just supposed to sit back while you put your life at stake? Fuck that, if you're going so am i!" He looks down at his knees and takes a deep breath in, "I have to protect you y/n, more than ever now"
"I dont need protecting robin"
"Well i don't care,  i'm going to be there for you, im going to protect you whether you want it or not, i know you think you don't need my protection but i can't help but feel like i'm obliged too because you're my girl y/n, i have to protect you."
"Your girl?" I ask confused and flustered, he must not of been paying attention to his words because his face becomes red and flustered as well.
"Erm, yes?" He replies back confused aswell, not knowing how to answer. A small smile comes to my face and i feel my heart start up again.
"Okay then, your girl." My answer relieves robin as his face returns to its normal colour and a small smiles creeps onto it.
"You need rest, here take some of my clothes i doubt you want to sleep in that" He refers to my tight dress, walking over to his drawers and grabbing out a hoodie and joggers before chucking them to me. He then walks out of the room to let me get changed and i do so, looking in the mirror after. The sight of my messy mascara and red eyes unsettles me, making hot tears roll down my face once more, a small sob escapes my mouth which then leads to a few more until the point i'm starting to have another breakdown. Robin bursts into the room after hearing and rushes over to me, grabbing me in his arms. My knees give in once again and i go limp in robins arms, he slowly lowers us to the floor as i cry into his shoulder.
"It's okay, it's okay y/n im here don't worry" He whispers to me as he strokes my hair, i cry into his shoulder, letting out all of my emotions, all of the fear, anger and sadness.
"I need him robin, i can't do this without him we have to find him"
"We will, we will find him but you need rest first amor, just get some rest and then i promise you i will help you find him"
I cry abit longer before regaining my composure slightly, i push myself up and wipe my eyes, robin pulls me into him, embracing me in a warm, comforting hug. I cling desperately onto him, trying to gain the comfort his touch has always given me, but it's nowhere to be found. No matter how long or hard i cling onto him, all i can think about are the bad thoughts, all i can feel are the bad feelings. I let go disappointed, looking down at the floor. Robin gently takes my hand and leads me to the bed, slowly climbing in with me. I lie down facing him and he lies beside me, he pulls the blanket over us before coming close to me, planting a small kiss on my forehead.
"Get some rest okay?" He whispers, i nod gently and he smiles. He then turns the lamp next to his bed off and pulls me into his chest, i snuggle into him and feel his arms travel around my waist, resting on my back. A single hot tear silently rolls down my cheek and i close my eyes, however sleep never comes even considering how tired i am, both physically and mentally. It's only been an hour or two without my brother and i'm already drained, he is the sole thing that keeps me going, that gives me happiness, that gives me cause. He saved me, so many fucking times. It's my turn to save him now. He is my brother always and forever, i will not, can not let go off him that easily, i will not let him be taken without a fight, and trust me when i say fight, i will fight to my death if i have to. I will not rest until my brother is home, with me. All i can think about as i lay here is what i could be doing, i could be out there looking for him but instead i lay here, doing fuck all to help. I consider trying to sneak out but i cant worry robin like that, plus if i wake him up now i know he won't let me go. I lay there for a bit longer to ensure robin is asleep, when i am certain he is, i slowly and carefully wriggle out of his grasp. I look around for a pen and paper when i notice a small pad of sticky notes on his desk. I creep over quietly and take one, grabbing a pen from the pot on his desk and scribbling a few words down before creeping back over to the side of the bed. I look at the sleeping robin that lay there still and smile, feeling my heart skip a beat. I snap back to reality and stick the note onto his lamp where he's sure to see it. After, i grab my heels from before and slide them back on, not the ideal kidnapper hunting shoes but they will have to do. I grab on of robins notepads and the pen i used earlier before tiptoeing slowly over to robins window, ensuring im not to awake him. I open the window slowly, praying to god it doesn't wake him up, i glance over a few times and he lays there still, a few quiet snores coming from him. I then climb slowly and cautiously out of the window, landing on the garage roof below and shutting the window behind me. Then i chuck the items onto the floor below me before lowering myself halfway down and then jumping to the bottom. My feet hit the cold floor and my shoe twists, the heel snapping off. Shit. I scoff and curse my stupid shoes out under my breath as i pick the objects up from the ground and then make my way off the drive. I try to remember where vances car was but no luck, fuck sake. I decide to make my way to the school instead, hoping i can locate it from there. The walk takes a few minutes, the cold air stings at my face as i walk about in the dark, the moon above being my only source of light. Once at the school, i check all the surrounding streets in search for the car, and about 8 streets in i finally find it. The scene causes the waterworks to start back up again, my breath becoming shaky and my face heating up uncomfortably. The sight of the blood that could possibly be my brothers makes me gag, i feel like throwing up as my stomach churns inside of me. I shake off the feeling and continue walking, searching to see if any houses have a basement. All houses with a basement in denver have a basement window, so any houses that do i peer into the small windows that level the ground, looking for any sign of distress or my brother. But no luck, the search goes on for hours as i jot down houses that is cant be in the notepad, i ultimately end up walking in a circle. Once i see vances car again, i realise the loop i've gone around and start to break down, feeling helpless. I walk back over to the car and climb into the back since the roof is down. I lay down across the seats and cry quietly, wishing i could change what happening. But i can't help but feel helpless, like i'm doing this all for nothing, that it's all beyond me. Maybe what i'm doing is pointless and i'll never truly know where my brother is or what he's going through. Maybe it does have a point and there is a possibility of me finding and saving him. Or maybe i will find him, but not in time. Maybe i'll find him when it's too late, when he can't be saved anymore. All the thoughts race around my head, tiring me out. I feel myself slip away into the cold night slowly, sinking into the car seats.
"Vance?" I walk towards a figure in front of me, it's back turned to me. "Vance!" I get to the figure and it turns around, it's him. I gasp at the bloody cut on his cheek and the dried up blood that must of poured from his nose. He looks around drowsily, not acknowledging me at all. His eyes are droopy and his face expressionless, he's drugged.
"Vance? Vance it's me!" I shout in his face, shaking my hand in front of his eyes, but he looks straight through me blankly.
"Youre awake, good, thought i'd accidentally given you too much of that shit and you overdosed, but here you are, that's good, i hoped you'd be okay, i haven't played with you yet." I hear a voice come from behind me, that must be what vance is staring at. I snap around to look at where the voice is coming from, only to be met with the most gut wrenching thing i've ever seen. A man stands there with a horned mask on that has an evil smile painted on it. His clothes are bloody, from vances blood and possibly even his own.
"You put up quite the fight you know" The man comes closer to vance who was propped up on an old musty looking mattress, he pulls the bottom half of his mask off to reveal a big cut on his lip surrounded by dried blood. I back away slightly from the scene, observing worriedly in the background. "I mean look at my lip" He chuckles "You did a number on my lip, but i wont hold that against you" The man starts playing with a lock of vances curly blonde hair "I guess now we're even."
But even in vances drugged state, he won't allow anyone to fuck with him. He goes to grab the man's arm but lazily misses, his hand flopping back down on the mattress.
"Dont fucking.. touch me.." Vance slurs, making the man laugh. "What the fuck are you laughing at, you old fucking pervert? It must be really sad to be that ugly man i mean look at your face it looks like you got hit by a truck-" Vances insults are cut off by the man shoving him violently onto the mattress then climbing on top of him, gripping his arms tightly.
"Vance!" I cry and dive forward towards them, trying desperately to pull the man off, but my hands go straight through both of the boys. Vance tries to kick and push the man off but he's too drugged to know what's going on, and the man is currently a lot stronger than him and in control of the situation. The man rips vances shirt, exposing his chest before reaching into his jacket and pulling out a small pocket knife, flicking the blade up.
"No!" I cry, as i watch the man start to carve words into vances chest, i desperately cry out, but it's no use, neither of them can hear or see me.
"Get off of him! Get off!" I scream in anger.
Vance cries out in pain and his screams send shivers down my spine, each scream shatters my heart a little bit more, until i shoot up. I look around and i'm back in the car, snapping my head around quickly and panting. Vance and the man are gone and i'm left by myself, fuck, it was just a fucking dream. It still makes me cry though, hearing vances desperate cries for help and the pain in his voice breaks my heart. I can't help but think maybe the dream has some sort of meaning.

A/N
SOBBING IM SOBBING
THE COMMENTS ON THE LAST ONE I FOUND SO FUNNY LIKE IM SORRY TO DO THIS TO YALL BUT DAMN🤣🤣
ILL TRY POST AS OFTEN AS I CAN BUT IVE BEEN REALLY CAUGHT UP LATELY AS IM TRYING TO SHIFT AND ITS TAKEN UP A LOT OF MY TIME LOL BUT ILL TRY GET ATLEAST ONE CHAPTER OUT EVERY TWO DAYS
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