𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖈𝖐 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖒𝖊// robin arellano

𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖞 𝖔𝖓𝖊

𝗥𝗢𝗕𝗜𝗡'𝗦 𝗣𝗢𝗩:
I slowly open my eyes in a squint, adjusting them to the bright light of the morning that creeps in through the window. I roll over on my side, expecting to be met with y/n, but i quickly realise she's not there. I shoot up, propping myself up on the bed and looking around my room. Her dress is still on the back of the chair, her shoes are gone though, and there's something sticking onto my lamp. I reach over and peel the item off, it's a small sticky note that reads
'Went out to look for vance
Ill be back soon ꨄ'
That girl is an idiot. What is she doing? I told her to wait for just one night so i could go with her and make sure she was safe but no she can't listen for one god damn night. I mumble a rant to myself while shoving my shoes and a hoodie on, i mean honestly what was she thinking? She's going to get herself killed if this really is the grabber we are dealing with. I walk out of my room and hurry down the stairs, i walk towards the front door when my mom shouts to me.
"Mijo where are you going?"
"To get y/n i'll be back soon ma"
"What?" A confused tone comes over her voice
"She went to go look for vance at some point in the night ive just woken up to see the note she left, i don't know ma i gotta go find her though i'll be back soon" I sigh
"Be careful robin!"
"I will" I mumble before opening the door and walking out, quickly shutting it behind me. I search all nearby streets, but depending on how long she's been gone god knows how far she could've gotten. I turn a street corner to see her walking towards me, her head down looking at the floor and her arms crossed. I sigh and jog up to her.
"Y/n you fucking idiot i told you to wait" I sigh as i quickly pull her into a hug, her body cold and unresponsive. " Y/n you're freezing we need to get you back" I pull away and look at her, her head still down. "Y/n?" She looks up slowly, her eyes are red and tear trails stain her cheeks.
"I saw him robin.." She whispers.
"Who?"
"I saw vance," She pauses "in my dream"
"Wh- What?" I stutter in confusion, i think she's losing it.
"He was in this dark, filthy room and he had- he had these cuts and blood on his face, and then" her voice starts to become wobbly, "then i think it was the grabber i don't know but he came in and he- he hurt him robin." The last few words come out as a quiet sob and i watch as the pools in her eyes start to slowly spill down. "I couldn't help him, i couldn't do anything to help him i just had to watch, i just had to watch it and it was- it was terrifying" She sobs, i pull her into another hug, this time she grips onto me tightly.
"Hey i know that must've been hard but, it was just a dream right?" I try to reassure her, but i feel her head shaking no against my chest, i pull out of the hug slowly, remaining my hold on the sides of her arms. Her unresponsive manner makes me question myself, an uncertainty coming over me, "Right?"
"I dont think it was just a dream robin" She shakes her head, "I know this probably sounds really stupid but you need to hear me out on this okay? You're gonna think i'm crazy i mean, it is crazy i know it is but, i can't help but feel like there was a meaning behind it, like it was a call for help or something, i don't know.." Her eyes flit around in an attempt to figure out what's going on in her head, clearly she's just as clueless as me.
"Do you truly believe that? That it was more than just a dream?" I ask
"I do" She nods slightly, i sigh before responding.
"Then i believe you, and you're not crazy amor" I try to make eye contact with her to ensure i'm getting through to her, once eye contact is made i carry on. "Let's go back, get you changed and some food in your system, then i promise we will come straight back out and look for vance, okay? I just don't want you getting hurt" I tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear as i scan her face, she thinks for a second then reluctantly nods. I wrap my arm around her shoulder and start to guide her back to the house, her shivering slightly every now and then. We get back to the house after a bit of walking and i open the front door, guiding her in after me.
"Y/n! Are you okay?" My mum comes rushing over to us and places her hands gently on y/ns cheeks, "You're freezing hermosa! Come, come, let's get you warmed up." She ushers y/n to the living room and sits her down on the sofa before rushing off into the kitchen and putting the kettle on. I wrap blankets around her cold body, tucking them around her sides before sitting next to her and gently taking her hands in mine.
"How are you feeling?" I look up at her, her eyes stay focused on the ground for a minute before slowly turning her head and focusing her gaze on me. She looks at me blankly, giving me no response other than a numb expression, i sigh and pull her into my chest. "We'll find him, he'll be okay."
Small pools start to fill in her eyes and she opens her mouth, a small, wobbly voice comes out.
"I cant let him down, he needs me."
"I know, but you can't do this on your own, nobody could, you need to let me help you y/n"
I feel her nod against my chest, i kiss her head and my mum comes in with a steaming cup. I prop her back up and watch as she takes the cup in her hands. "Thanks ma" I say and she nods back. Y/n takes small sips from the cup, and i see the colour start to slowly return to her face. We sit in silence while she drinks and i carefully observe her, wishing i could do something more, something bigger that could help her find vance. Watching her in pain is killing me, i want nothing more than to make her happy again, but i know she'll never truly be happy without her brother by her side to return that smile to her face. She finishes her drink and i let her settle for a minute before gently leading her upstairs. I pull a t-shirt and sweater out of my wardrobe before going over to lizzies room and borrowing some jeans for y/n. I come back into the room and pass her the clothes before going out again so she can get changed. I sit at the top of the stairs while waiting, my ma comes to the top and sits next to me, pulling me into a hug.
"I know this is hard for you mijo, but you have to stay strong for that girl, she needs you. I'm so proud of you for finding a good girl like her, don't lose her in this time of struggle robin, you must stand by her, she really does need you,"
"I know ma, but what if i'm not strong enough to help her?"
"Oh robin dont say that, you are the strongest person i met, you take after your father, he was a strong man, fighting in that war was the bravest thing a person could do, and your dad, he was the bravest one there."
"Thanks ma" I hug her back and she plants a small kiss on my forehead.
"Now go get ready im taking you two out to wherever you want to go and look, you guys aren't doing it by yourself. We are all here for you."
I nod and walk back over to my room, knocking on the door to make sure y/ns okay with me coming in.
"Come in" I hear her faint voice on the other side, i slowly walk in and hug her.
"Ma's taking us to go look for him, we'll go in about 5 minutes if that's okay."
She nods back at me and sits on the bed while i grab a sweater and joggers, then walk to the bathroom to get changed. I quickly shove the clothes on and go back in my room, y/n is propped up on my bed against the wall, i take her hand and pull her up off the bed, before leading her downstairs. My mum passes us both some toast and we eat, she then leads us out to the car where my uncle already sits in the front. We climb into the back as my mum gets in the front and starts the car.
"So, where do you guys wanna go?"

A/N
OMG IM SO SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN LIKE 6 DECADES BUT I PROMISE TO KEEP ON TOP OF THE STORY NOW LOL, ALSO I THINK IM GONNA MAKE IT SO Y/N HAS VISIONS SORTA LIKE WEDNESDAY DOES WHERE HER HEAD LIKE GOES BACK AND SHIT LMAO WHAT DO YALL THINK? LMK IF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS IN THE COMMENTS :)