Kel
Suddenly I see her. Her long black shiny slik hair. Her put together outfit. Her soft loving eyes. We were a few feet apart in her back yard. she smiles. Her smile makes me crumble to the ground. I sob. I scream and shout about how sorry I was. Once I looked up again, she was hanging on the tree branch. It's the same scene I saw that day. Same jump rope. Same tree. Same long beautiful white night gown. Same messy hair. Same bruised neck. Same pale face and blue lips. Same dead eyes. It was all the same. Except this time, she looked up. "It's all your fault kel."she said in the most menacing voice I ever heard from her. Her soft smile was no longer there.
"What?"
"You heard me, it's your fault."
"N-no"
"Yes, you did this to me, you fucking killed me you dumbass!"
"I'm sorry" I sob
"No your not."
I sit up. I sit up so quickly that I'm dizzy. I try to catch my breath. I turn to find something to focus on. That's when I saw it. Something. Something was there. What was it. It was black and had an eye peaking through. I was paralyzed with fear. I knew it wasn't real. I couldn't have been. Then I realized why I was seeing it. My dream. Mari was haunting me. Getting revenge. In that moment I wanted to fucking kill myself. I couldn't do anything except stare at it. I wasn't breathing. I wasn't moving. I wasn't talking. Just staring. Staring at it with wide eyes. That's until everything went black.
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I Need Help But I Don't Care (Kel Angst)
FanfictionAfter the tragic death of Mari, Kel was left udderly alone. He lost his brother and all of his friends. He was in deep despair. But it's not like anyone has to know, right? ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️ -self harm -panic attacks -transphobia -bullying -bad...
