Thoughts Into Words

The One Sided Affair

Maybe I'll always wait for you
No matter what you do
No matter how much it hurts
I'll still want you
Maybe this longing for you
Once I am out of this town
Will die down

Will I ever forget you
Everyday I think about you
Not a day passes by where I don't want to talk to you

Maybe it's the closure I never got
Maybe it's that one last call you made
Which I didn't pick up
The last messages you sent
That I never saw
The last time I saw you
You didn't even turn in my direction
The pain never ceases
Even after the tears fall

Someday I would find my Mr. Perfect
But that somebody someday won't be you
I so wanted it to work out
But too scared to get hurt again
To get into vulnerability again
To become useless again

I'd rather think about you, miss you
From a distance
Than be in touch with you
Since I really hope we meet again
In this lifetime so that for atleast once
You keep that promise of being my good friend