Thoughts Into Words

Fear Of Loneliness

You are not mad
At being lonely
You are not sad

You won't be left out
You are not missing out

You just going at your own pace
You are afraid
Of the demons haunting
You in the dark, you are scared

Feeling lost in your room
Staring at the four walls
The world suddenly becomes a lonely desert of gloom

You become paranoid
You become vulnerable
You feel a void

You don't know
How much fear you have
Of having to stay alone

Of never finding water nearby
Never getting any warmth of a human
Nobody walking beside

That fear brings out
Two sides in you
None bad but loud

Either the fear makes you desperate
Or it makes you depressed you go on
Cutting your own self

Both are not good signs
Get that fear out of yourself
And boom you'll be fine

You can never be lonely
If you don't have the fear
The demons don't exist in real

You are delusional trust me
Love yourself
Don't be always be uneased

Approach people by your own
Get ignored a thousand times
There will be after those thousand times one time when you'll be heard and known

It's not easy, it's a struggle
Fighting everyday
An unknown battle

But don't be so disheartened
It's heavy now but soon enough you yourself
Will lighten the burden

Stop being so fearful
Emotions strike hard I understand
Then be tearful

Cry hard but don't fall in the trap
Of fear
It's just crap

Smile beautiful human
You are more courageous than you seem
Life is more than just this one nightmare