EDGE (H.S.)

70

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"I don't wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep without you"

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Chapter 70

Harry's Pov.

Renny curled into my side with a little groan. She woke up not feeling good. She says she thinks it's just anxiety. She said she's been feeling it a bit recently. She's downplaying it though because after I told her Gerald's ploy to sell her, I woke up to her get physically sick in the bathroom.

I can't stand watching it if this is how it's gonna affect her. I have got to put an end to all of this shit. I won't let it physically or mentally affect her. She doesn't fucking deserve that. It's my job to put an end to all of this shit. And I will.

I ran my hand through her hair and rubbed her head, pressing my lips to her forehead. She didn't feel hot to the touch so I don't think she has a fever or anything.

"You okay baby?" I whispered and she gave a short nod against my chest. "Just feel sick?" I asked and she nodded.

"Let me make you some tea. It helps sometimes I promise." I whispered and she held onto me tighter, making my heart fucking swell in sizes.

"It'll only take me five minutes."

She eventually let go of her grip and sighed.

"Okay." She mumbled.

I looked over at the nightstand alarm, seeing it's 6:01am.

"I'll be right back okay?" I mumbled and she nodded as I got out of bed, feeling a slight dizziness, considering i'm probably still a tad bit drunk. I'm pretty fucking sober now though but I felt the little drunk dizziness just then.

I quietly left my room and made her elderberry sleepy time tea. It's good for when you're sick as well as to help her sleep.

I hate seeing her not feel good.

I woke up to her sitting up with her knees to her chest and her head in her hands. I panicked for a second, not knowing what was going on. She looked like she was gonna cry but she denied that. I know she was. It's breaking my fucking heart and I hate seeing her like this. Even when she got sick that night at her apartment, I felt it physically hurt in my chest.

I know it's because of the stress of everything and I don't want her to feel like this.

I finished making it, seeing Shiloh and Mick passed out on the couches, one of them snoring pretty fucking loud.

The sun wasn't up but I saw some slight light in the sky, knowing it'll be up in about an hour.

I walked back up and into my room, seeing Renny curled up near my side.

Fuck I love her.

"Hey baby." I whispered and she hummed.