EDGE (H.S.)

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I guess i'm stuck forever by the glue

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Chapter 105

Renny's Pov.

Let's just say the pregnancy dreams have been crazy. Is pregnancy dreams a thing? I don't know. All I know is i've been dreaming like crazy since I got pregnant and all it's been doing is hurting my feelings. And last nights was the worst.

"Can you please tell me what's wrong with you Renny? I don't like this snarky attitude and sad eyes you have." "You had sex with someone else. Someone that's not me. Your pregnant wife."

His hand full of grapes stops at his mouth as he stopped chewing.

"I know you don't mean me. Because that certainly never fucking occurred." "Yes it did! And I had to watch it all. And it was shitty and I shouldn't have had to see that." I teared up and he was by me in a millisecond.

"Renny, what are you talking about? You know that never happened. I wouldn't ever do that and you know that so can you tell me what you're talking about?" His hands gripped my waist to make me face him, a tear slipping from my eye.

"You did in my dream!" I cried and suddenly his facial expressions became softer, but also sad. "Baby." He comforted as he hugged me. "I don't know why the fuck that's in your subconscious enough to dream about it because I would never. Ever. I didn't have sex with anyone for the nine months we were apart. Why would I ever do it now?" "I don't know." I genuinely cried and before I knew it, he was picking me up and sitting me on the counter.

"Look at me Renny." I wiped my tears and after a second, I looked at him. Every inch of his beautiful face.

"You trust me. Yeah? You promised me you did a millions times so I can only hope." "Yes I trust you but-" "But nothing. From now until whenever I die, I am yours and yours alone. Only other person who will really have me is our baby. But no one will have me in the ways you get to have me, but you."

I sniffled and nodded as I watched him.

"Erase that fucking dream from your head. Or I can go fuck you really good in the mirror so that's the only thing you can think of watching. Just get the dream out. It's fake."

I rolled my eyes and sighed.

"I'm being dramatic." "No, I mean yes but also, you can't help your dream. Just tell me when they happen. Wake me up. Don't sit with it and then get upset. It's not real." He gently explained what I already logically knew.

"Yeah...I know." "Now...let me eat my breakfast and I'll take you to work."

I nodded but suddenly his hand was gently pushing my torso bag and spreading my legs.

"What are you doing?"

His hands were grabbing onto my panties under my robe and sliding them down.

"Eating my breakfast."

I smirked as he put my panties in his pocket and undid my robe.