over whelmed

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I kinda hate my life
everytime I try to be better
it gets harder
I try to see my friends and work
but then school falls behind
and whenever I try to focus on school
I fall down into a hole
and I can't get out

like a noose around my neck
I am constantly overwhelmed
I try not to burst into tears
but it feels like i have nothing left

when appointments are missed and canceled because i feel bad
when i fall behind on course work and slack of because I can't sleep
when I yell and scream and no one understands
when I try to get out of my skin and have fun and my parents get mad
I am constantly in pain
and i dont know what to do with it

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