not so bad poetry

dates

you went on a date the other day
kinda broke my heart

not that we haven't anything serious but
simply because i thought you were mine
or would be mine

i was relieved when you told me
that it didn't really work out
when you said that there was no connection

i felt bad afterward
you're my friend i should be happy for you
knowing full well that you are amazing
and would be a great boyfriend
it already felt like you were mine

I'm a hypocrite
of course i am
i grew up in a house full of them
you told my friend that you weren't interested in me
and of course now
now i develop feelings for you
now that you're unattainable
and won't be able to hurt me

I'm a hypocrite because i want you to be happy
but not with anyone else