i spent the day in a haze
a haze of anxiety and nausea
a haze of tears and deep breaths
i spent the day in a haze
and it feels like i lost years
and it feels like I need to bleed
to exist again
i spent the day in a haze
i spent the day in a haze
i spent the day in a haze
I-
I lost an entire day, because I
I lost an entire day.
I lost an entire day.
I lost.
I lost.
I failed
I failed again
I failed again
again and again and again.
I spent the entire day in a haze
just to waste my night online
I wasted so much time.
I am a waste of time
so much time
all of it lost
gone
away
never getting it back.
i spent my days in a haze
and my nights online,
I am a waste of space.
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not so bad poetry
PoetryPart 2 of bad poetry, a new book to fill pages and pages of emptiness with ink ready to spill
