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Chapter Nine

  Sebastien got dressed quickly, still slightly upset from last night. Per usual, he had Ben's voice in his head, as he broke their rule of never leaving or going to bed on bad terms with someone.
  But it's not his fault. It's Alek's. At least, that's what he kept trying to tell himself. No matter how many times he thought or said it, the guilty feeling in his gut never went away.
  He Ubered to the club, something he tries not to do, but hey, he makes bank now, so one time won't hurt.
  When he made it to the club, Adam was already there, leaning against the gate.
  "I didn't really know when the ass crack of dawn was, so I just headed over here as soon as I woke up." Adam chuckled.
  "You got it right." Sebastien smiled. "So, shall we start?"
  "Yeah, I was thinking we do some warm-ups first." Adam said, following Sebastien as he unlocked the gate.
  "What do you have in mind?" Sebastien turned around and flinched, as Adam was way closer than he expected. He laughed awkwardly, clearing his throat, "Sorry."
  "No worries." Adam smiled.
  Sebastien's phone went off and he took it out of his pocket.

Alek <3

please don't hang out
with him

he is just trying to make
me mad

  Sebastien rolled his eyes and shoved his phone back into his pocket. Maybe Adam just wants genuine practice. Maybe he actually wants to hang out with Sebastien and get to know him. Maybe Alek is just saying that he's terrible to keep Sebastien away from him. He doesn't seem to trust Sebastien with information, who's to say he trusts Sebastien to make the right decisions?
  "Who was that?" Adam asked.
  "It was just Alek." Sebastien said.
  "And you didn't respond? You guys fighting or something?" Adam asked, seeming genuinely interested.
  "Friends fight." Sebastien shrugged, "It's nothing serious."
  "Are you sure? Alek seemed pretty upset when he came home yesterday." Adam inched closer.
  "He's not now, that was him apologizing." Sebastien lied, not wanting Alek to get even more mad at him for talking about their "friendship" to his brother-nemesis.
  "I saw you roll your eyes." Adam raised his eyebrows.
  "It wasn't in a hostile way. It was a dumb ass fight, so he apologized in a dumb ass way. Can we stop talking about it and play now?" Sebastien put his hands into his jacket pockets.
  "I'm not playing with a liar." Adam stepped closer, making Sebastien's back hit the wall of the locker room building. "Alek told me everything."
  Sebastien rolled his eyes. "I don't know what you're trying to achieve by saying that. I have no idea what you mean when you say everything."
  "I'm serious. He was mad and yelling at me this morning and let it slip that you're together, but probably not for much longer if you weren't going to be understanding." Adam said.
  Sebastien was so confused. Was Adam lying or had Alek really told him? Why would Adam lie about that? He genuinely seems to know what's going on. How else could he have found out? Was Alek lying about hating Adam? Was his Alek fake and is Aleksander Rochester who he really is? No, don't be stupid, Sebastien.
  Ben's voice ran through his head, repeating it's not being stupid, it's being cautious. Something you need to be more often.
  "What do you mean?" Sebastien sighed.
  "I mean he didn't seem too keen on forgiving you when we talked." Adam said simply.
  Sebastien scoffed. "Forgiving me? He's the one who-"
  Adam suddenly cut him off by kissing him.
  Sebastien didn't know what the fuck to do. He felt like he couldn't move. His arms tensed up and he felt his knees lock beneath him. He eventually snapped out of it and pushed him away, "Adam, what are you doing?"
  "Don't you want to see if you've picked the wrong brother?" Adam asked softly, holding Sebastien's waist.
  "Adam, we're not-"
  "You need to relax, Bash." Adam ran a hand down his arm, squeezing gently. "You're so tense."
  The nickname sounded odd coming out of Adam's mouth. His touch felt strange, yet horribly familiar.
  Sebastien squirmed. "I'm tense because you're touching me."
  "Just relax into it." Adam's hand kept touching him and he felt weird. He didn't like it. Not the way he was doing it.
  "Let's just play the game. I have to head to work soon." Sebastien tried to escape, but Adam kept him pinned against the wall.
  "It's just over that way a bit. You'll make it." Adam said.
  Sebastien swallowed hard and felt his heart thump uncomfortably in his throat.
  "Adam, stop touching me." Sebastien managed to shake him off and stepped a good distance away.
  Something flashed in Adam's eyes and he was in front of Sebastien once again. "Come on. I know what it's like to be stressed out and fighting with someone you care about. Just let me help you.."
  Adam's slowly moved his hand and placed it over Sebastien's dick.
  "Adam, stop." Sebastien grabbed his wrist and pushed it off of him. "I don't know what you think you know, but it's wrong. Alek and I are just friends and I'm not gay."
  Sebastien wanted to throw up. His throat was burning and his chest was tight. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw a face that he's tried so hard to forget.
  "You've told me a lot of lies today, Sebastien, but that has got to be the most unbelievable one." Adam said, pinning him harder against the wall. "I see the way you look at my brother." Adam smirked, "I see the way you look at me."
  "A little arrogant, are you?" Sebastien chuckled, trying to ignore the burning in his throat and the way his hands shook.
  "Just a little." Adam suddenly slipped his hand into Sebastien's pants, his thin underwear now the only barrier between Adam's hand and his dick. "You seem to like it, though."
  Sebastien swallowed hard and tried to look anywhere except at Adam. He clenched his jaw as Adam moved his hand. Sebastien grabbed Adam's biceps and quickly flipped them around.
  "Ooh are we switching positions?" Adam smirked.
  "Adam, please stop. I'm not-"
  "If that sentence is going to end with gay or dating Alek, I refuse to listen." Adam grabbed Sebastien's waist and pulled him closer. "Because I know they're both lies."
  Sebastien hated how his body was reacting to this situation. His mind was screaming at him to run away or punch Adam in the face, but the logical side of him was slowly slipping away as his body physically reacted without his consent.
  Your body is reacting. You're cheating.
  "Come on, Bash.." Adam leaned closer, their mouths almost touching, "Just give in."
  Sebastien was hot. And confused. But mostly, he was mad at Alek. His mind was just replaying their fights and his body was reacting positively to everything Adam kept doing. So that means he likes it, right?
  Your body is reacting. You're cheating.
  Sebastien swears he blacked out for a minute because next thing he knew, Adam's mouth was on his neck and his hand was back in his pants.
  Sebastien placed his hand on the wall next to Adam, letting his head fall forward. He exhaled shakily and closed his eyes.
  He tried to picture Alek. Maybe if he closed his eyes tight enough, he would feel him too. But he couldn't. Because it's not Alek.
  "Adam..Adam, stop." Sebastien breathed, moving his hand from the wall to Adam's shoulder.
  Adam continued kissing his neck and pushed his hand into Sebastien's underwear. He flipped them around, pinning Sebastien against the wall again.
  Sebastien choked and tried pushing Adam off, but due to the way Adam was pressed against him with his mouth on his neck, he didn't exactly have the upper hand.
  Yet again, Sebastien's body was not listening to him. And neither was Adam, apparently.
  "Adam, please.." Sebastien probably wouldn't have listened to himself either with the way he was sounding.
  He leaned up and pushed Adam away. He adjusted his clothes and took a deep breath. "I told you to fucking stop."
  "Why? Because you don't want to upset Alek?" Adam gave him a knowing look, that also seemed quite upset.
  "According to you, he's going to break up with me, so if that were the case, I wouldn't have anything to worry about, right?"
  "Not if you want to fix things."
  Sebastien stepped back a bit further, "Why are you so obsessed with Alek's life? And my life? Whether I'm gay or not is none of your business. I have to get to work." Sebastien turned around, but stopped and faced Adam again, "And for future reference, when someone says no or tells you to stop, you fucking listen, asshole."