SUPERB | Seo Changbin ✅️

Issue 19: Desire

Y/n's POV:

That night I went straight to Changbin's. I didn't notify anyone on whether I was coming home soon or not. I did not see the point. Though I did get multiple texts from Yeonjun about going back. I never replied. I didn't feel like talking to him for long periods of time after today. I was still surprised that he really was Beyond. It was not a joke or ploy. He was him.

"You seem to have a lot on your mind." Changbin says.

"Yeah I do. Its everywhere with Yeonjun being Beyond, you being you, my mother, our plan, and well other intrusive thoughts."

"We did a lot tonight.. Lets take a break."

We walk out of his secret basement cave and walk into the living room. I turn over to look at him and he drags me upstairs to his room. The moment he gets there he throws over a controller. "You play games?" he asked.

"Sometimes. I didn't know you played.." He glances at me while he turns on his game console and controller.

"Only Occasionally."

Changbin sits down right next to me only leaving about two inches of space. The boy picks a first person shooter game that has zombies. He smiles and presses the start button on my controller, "Ever played this one?"

"I haven't."

"Well trigger button is to shoot. A jump. X Reload. B interact. and Y is to change guns. You can move with the joystick."

"Okay." I say softly.

It was easy at first. Just going around looking for supplies and picking off the zombies in one shot. Though as the rounds progressed it got harder and the guns no longer one shot any of the undead. Hoards of them where everywhere and of course I kept getting knocked down. Changbin carried me through the whole thing and we made it to round 24 before we both ended up dying. We played more of it until Changbin suggested when try one v one. Needless to say he got the most kills..

"Alright. I'm done." I set the controller on his night stand and cross my arms. He laughs at this and turns off the console from his controller.

"You feel better?" he asked with a slight lean of his head.

"A bit.. but I don't want to go home to my mom and Grandmother just yet."

"You can stay a bit longer until they go to sleep again.."

"We gunna finish up planning?" I asked with a deep sigh.

"No. We will finish it tomorrow. Anyway, I got a question." he says with a smirk.

"Okay?" Changbin sits up and scoots closer.

"What were you thinking about in math today? You looked so distracted. I've never seen you not focus on a lecture." he grabs my hand and intertwines it with mine.

"Like I said, everything.. You didn't pay attention either, did you?"

"For two reasons, I already knew what was going on. Then, I was obviously thinking about how easily you get flustered with me. I couldn't get it out of my head."

"I wasn't flustered.. I was just taken back a bit."

"So if I say things like," He leans over and whispers, "Can I touch you?..." My body freezes and feel a certain warmth envelope my stomach and chest. It took every inch of my being not to give in and say something out of pocket.

"I'm already used to it." I say with a trembling sigh.

Changbin smirks and continues to whisper, "If not, can I kiss you again?" I look over to him as he is still leaned over. Our faces were only inches apart.