Scholl was back on and I made my way there with Jennifer by my side she did a good job of hanging out with me at my house all weekend. We got a few different looks from a bunch of kids but in our school those of other LGBTQ+ were not so rare that our relationship would raise questions, my past relationship did that. I got to my locker as did Jennifer since they were side by side and only seconds after opening it I was hug attacked by Avva.
"You have some explaining to do," Avva said.
"What are you talking about," I said.
"Well, my car after I got it back had this in the back seat," Avva said holding a note I wrote and I blushed.
"Speak a word to anyone and your dead," I said snatching the note out of her hand and stuffing it in my bag.
"Oh come on that note is not something I ever expected least of all from you," Avva said.
"I'd like to see this note," Jennifer said.
"Forget it," I said closing my locker and walking off.
Over the rest of the day me and Jennifer just acted as expected we sat together in our classes we sat together at lunch and got close to one another. I had told both Avva and Jeniffer about my fear of falling in love again after what happened with Lucy and they both understood it was recent. I was in my last class of the day with Jennifer next to me when got a text on my phone I didn't recognise the number but I did know the word used to refer to me in the text. MayMay a name given to me by one of the few people I felt I could always and truly rely upon a name given to me by Mat. I smiled as I read the text and then sent a text to Avva telling her that Mat was coming home and she texted back a huge smile emoji.
"Mat?" Jennifer said as she read my text over my shoulders.
"Just an old friend almost as old as Avva but older so we haven't seen him in a while," I said.
"How long is a while," Jennifer said.
"About 5 years," I said.
"So when's he getting back," Jennifer said.
"Well he has always been a little cryptic but if I remember correctly the way he has texted me says he is arriving in a week's time," I said.
After the day was over I was taken home by Avva and Jennifer was taken to a friend's house that she was going to stay with for the week something about repaying a debt. I went to my room and pulled out the box of stuff my dad left to me in his will it wasn't much as my dad never had much but it was all the stuff he was truly passionate about other than me and my mom. Over the years I had added a few things of my own to the box and grabbed the code book me and Mat made together. We had created a way of talking in code as my mom was not okay with me hanging out with some as old as him but I wasn't afraid and he is one of the good ones.
After finding the book I flipped through and found a message written in our code and sent him a text he responded with a similar message. He was always a little bit of a flirt but I had learnt just ignore that or read past that although Avva would always respond by sometimes flirting back. I was never sure if there was anything there between the two of them because it would always seem like there was and then there wasn't. In any event, I was super happy he was coming back to town it was going to be great to catch up with him.
--The Next Day--
I was sitting with Avva and Lisa outside as we ate out lunch as it was a nice sunny day and we decided to enjoy it. Jennifer texted saying she was calling in sick so I just hung around Avva like normal and Lisa seemed to be acting more like Avva than normal so I decided to tease her.
"You must have had a good time," I said.
"Huh," Lisa said.
"I have seen the many times Avva will sleep with someone and then they begin to act like her with the hope of getting more," I said.
"If you are trying to teach me it's not going to work," Lisa said.
"Oh," I said.
"The sex was unimaginable and some of the best I've ever had," Lisa said.
"Hold on you weren't a virgin before you met Avva," I said.
"Believe me I was shocked too but she really knows what she's doing," Avva said.
"So who was your first," I said.
"Promise you won't be mad," Lisa said.
"Why?" I said.
"Because Jennifer's not a virgin either," Lisa said.
"Wait you slept with Jennifer when?" I asked showing I didn't mind.
"Last spring we were both on the age and needed something to well keep our heads on straight," Lisa said.
"On the bright side at least I know that she will know what to do if ever get it on," I said winking at her.
"Well I can confirm she is a good choice for a first," Lisa said and we giggled.
I was now a little more interested in Jennifer I am nowhere near as interested in sex as Avva but Jennifer has always got me feeling a little aroused. Having sex with Jennifer was a fun idea but after my complete and utter failure with Lucy, I was still worried about giving having sex. If I ever was going to have sex I still want my first to be her someone I have had the hots for since my first year it would practically be a dream come true.
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A Difficult Choice
Romance"I never had to make this decision before, I guess in the past others made it for me"
