11/12/22
I'm making this now to look back on in the future when I'm better.- I would take baths all the time because I couldn't stand the idea of standing up to take a shower. I would set my timer for 45 minutes.
- I stopped consistently brushing my teeth and every so often I would remember that that's a normal thing that people do every day so I would brush them every month or so.
- I would purposefully look for movies to watch that would make me cry.
- I would stay up at night talking to no one and I would inevitably end up crying.
- No food seemed appetizing and it was a chore to eat.
- I was in a constant search of people or characters who I thought seemed in a worse state than I.
- As much as I wanted distraction, It was hard for me to sit through any movie or tv show because nothing seemed to keep my attention for very long.
- I was always so cold.
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