Online school

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I haven't written here since like, June!

Wow.

It's now September 11th.
12:00am on the dot.

My online school starts on the 14th. I'm kinda exited.

Online school is all I have ever wanted my whole life. I've cried over how much of a relieve it is to be kept from going to school in person.

Of course the coronavirus isn't good but some of the things it has brought have changed me as a person completely. I am forever grateful for the way I am turning out.
If I were to look at myself at the beginning of my sophomore school year, last year, I wouldn't even recognize myself. I'd probably cry.

I'd wonder where I got my confidence, and my clothes, and maybe even my makeup "skills".

Honestly, I'd just say "from TikTok"

At the start of last school year I hated the idea of TikTok I would have never guessed that that dumb app changed me for the better. More than that even.

I am so happy with the way I am becoming.

Yeah, okay, my mental health is still in a slow descent without any sign of getting better but...

I started listening to the Magnus archives about two or three weeks ago?? I'm on the fourth season now so I guess you could say I'm a tad bit obsessed.

I've made new friends too.

I think I have, they sure seem to like me okay. I wasn't the one who introduced myself first after all. Of course not.

I'm going to head to bed now, I have an arts class school orientation tomorrow at 9:00 am and my mom is "telling" me to come upstairs.

So, goodnight!! ♡︎

Side note* if I'm not distracted, I can still feel a small pang of sadness with no real cause in my heart.
I guess it's been there for a while now.
Nothing new,

I just thought I'd say.

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