1/26/20
10:01
Sunday
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Wow! That title could be a fall out boy song.
Anyway this chapter is going to be full of things I like and things I dislike. Pretty basic I know. But trust me, we'll be getting to the tough stuff in no time.
🍒Things I like🍒
🌟My Chemical Romance
🌟The color red
🌟Alternative music. But like, the songs no one has heard of.
🌟New Jersey (I don't live there, I just used to go there as a kid a lot.)
🌟Frerard. 👀(lol not sorry)
🌟Thinking. That sounds weird but if I'm somewhere boring like math class I can just drift in and out of thoughts and it's actually surprisingly entertaining.
🌟Lists
🌟A Splitting of The Mind
🌟My family and Friends
🌟The movie theater
🌟The movie Parasite
🍒Fears and Phobias🍒
🌟Casadastraphobia- this is the fear of literally falling into the sky. It fucking sucks. It also sounds absolutely insane, I know.
The thing that really bugs me is that no one I talk to about it has ever heard of it either.
🌟Agoraphobia- My fear of the sky I have found is actually linked to agoraphobia. I guess I could consider myself lucky though. I don't have my agoraphobia as bad as other people. I can still leave my house but being around people makes me uncomfortable. I feel like I look suspicious of something so I try to look as least suspicious as possible which in turn makes me look more suspicious. It's a vicious cycle.
🌟I'm afraid to die. At least you know I'm not in any rush to commit the self delete ya know?
🌟Airplanes
🌟I have social anxiety to the max
🌟I'm afraid of sleeping but it's not to extreme.
🍒Other things about me🍒(without giving away too much)
🌟I think i have OCD although I was never diagnosed.
🌟I have however been diagnosed with Anxiety and ADHD.
🌟I am 16 years old. My birthday being Dec. 3 2003
🌟I have insomnia
🌟I'm afraid to go to a psychologist/ therapist so if I do have OCD I don't think I'll ever get a proper diagnosis. (My mom thinks I do though. And it runs in the family)
🌟I'm only 5'2 (and a half) and to be honest, it sucks.
🍒My favorite songs at the moment🍒
🎵Agoraphobia by Deerhunter
🎵Emergency Blimp by King Krule
🎵Drowning Lessons by MCR
🎵Some friends by Kali Masi
🎵Cars & Calories by Saves The Day (It's that one song that Gerard Way was dancing to in that one video called Gerard's iPod dance.)
🎵The Taste of Ink by The Used
🎵Remember Our Days by Lotus Plaza
🎵Desire Lines by Deerhunter
Actually, you guys should check out the band Deerhunter in general because they have some pretty rad songs.
~Cherry🖤
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