I think ive "figured" it out.

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2/2/20 happy palindrome day.
2:22pm
Sunday
(Btw I waited for this exact coincidence.) (2/2/20 2:22pm)

Dear K.L.W,

I think I've figured it out.

The 8th grade was when I started realizing I liked you.
You were the one who always stuck up for me and spoke your mind when I needed it. (See my 8th grade chapter.)
For that, I am forever grateful.

I think my gratefulness transformed into something else.

I'm scared of that thought.
It feels awkward and out of place.
Especially because I have never liked anyone that way before and the one person I do, I may never have.

If you didn't know already,
this sucks.

We are already great friends but I want to be closer. I hate that I want to know your favorite color or your favorite songs.
I hate that I want to know what your bedroom looks like first hand.
I hate that I may not like anyone this way ever again after you. And I won't ever be able to have you.
I have never liked anyone like this before I met you and I'm scared that if we part and I never see you again that I will never marry because you are the only one I am capable of loving like I do.

I'm so confused as to why that is.

I don't get it.

It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair.

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