1/26/20
11:43
Sunday
I have school tomorrow.
Saying I dislike school would be an understatement. I absolutely loathe school.
When I say it like that it kinda seems like I get shoved into lockers everyday or something but it's not like that.
Honestly I have never really been bullied in school. I have always been on good terms with everyone. But the fact that I don't talk a lot in school helps. Everyone thinks I'm so nice because my social anxiety kind of forces me to be polite to everyone even if I don't want to, in fear of getting beat up or something if that makes sense.
This may sound weird but the main cause of my severe anxiety towards school is rooted in my fear of being out of control and going insane. That sounds crazy but it is what it is.
I am also scared of being embarrassed in front of a lot of people. And guess where there's a lot of people... AT SCHOOL.
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I Might Set Fire to This Later
Non-FictionThis book is going to be like my journal. It's going to be very personal. Like a walk through my mind. I'm challenging myself to just write with no filter. To get my thoughts out. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR TRIGGERS. You could say it's a get to...
