Moments with you!

Only time will tell.

Well it was the final day of departure. Melody I'm sure was glad to see me go. i'm sure i was causing her much grief from all my emotional problems i have placed upon myself.

 I would be catching the 7:30 train and it would take about 2 hours to arrive at my destination. Only time could tell how long it would really take.

 I was nervous, nervous as to what may happen in the short 5 months i would be attending this Art place. who new maybe it wouldn't be as good as James indented it to be.

I made sure i would be off campus far away from james so i didnt have to Humiliate myself once more.

I would be staying in a home that the art school owns, for the older students and luckily being 17 pays off. But what was it going to be like? who would i meet? I hoped i would make friends with the other girls in this home.I couldn't let this ruin my life. Yes James may be there but this is an amazing opportunity to learn, I have to be strong though it if i do see him. I have told myself;f i will not cry... I will not cry, but last week i saw him in the market and i almost did!! he was about to approach me and i don't know why i didn't let him.

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 Sometimes i don't no what might be wrong with me? for some strange reason i cant stop thinking about him. i found myself just the other day smiling to myself because i was thinking of some memories James is in. I really do think I'm going mad!!

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"Be safe.. OK!" Melody said holding me tightly in one last hug.

"I will" i muffeled into her shoulder.

"You must write to me every week!"

"I will dear don't worry'I said now looking into her face.

She smiled sweetly back at me before the train whistled and it was time for me to go.

I waved one last time to her and walked onto the train.

Of course i wanted a seat by the window the scenery was going to be great!!

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A few more people stepped onto the train. But i was to focused on my book to pay attention.

I had fallen in love with this book  called wings, It was by Aprilynne Pike. It's absolutely brilliant I would strongly suggest the story.

The train was beginnig to move forward leaving the station, when I felt a light tap on my shoulder.

Excuse me Lia? is this seat taken? a voice i hadn't heard for a while came ringing through my mind breaking me from the book, I quickly shot my head to see.....