Moments with you!

Here it goes..

He always made me laugh, just in little jokes he would make. Just the little things he would do. The casual smile at me. The moment when are eyes would meet and i wouldn't be able to look away from him.

Just the little things, Cause thats all that really counts.

The days were becoming shorter as fall dawned on us. Some of the leaves were turning colour which then would be swept away by the crisp winter air falling to the wet ground. Time was rapidly passing by and one day turned into 2 weeks and i found my self not falling asleep till what felt like 9 was actually 12 pm. I never forgot the feeling of his smile it warmed my heart made me melt inside. He was all i ever thought about. All i wanted. i loved him and to melody it was about time i told him...

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'It's here!!" I yelled rushing through the front door of Melody's small home as my hair whipped into my face.

"Whats here?!?!" Melody questioned staring at the letter in my hand looking confused.

"It's the art school they replied!!" i basically shout so all the world could here i got in!!!!!

"AND YOU GOT EXCEPTED!?!?!?" she squeal over joyed for me as she ran to me wrapping her arms around me.

"YES!!!" i replied back.

"Have you told James?" she asked pulling away looking dead in my eyes.

"NO.... NO i haven't-"

"COME ON!!" she said pulling me by the arm interrupting my sentence.

We walked through the trail in the forest behind my home or should i say my old home.....

It's been almost 2 weeks now coming Thursday since i left my home i mailed Jake a letter and a couple of dollars i had for him to put in his jar. I dearly missed him and i felt so guilty of leaving him behind but one day i promise i will see him again.

"Are you going to tell him?" Melody's voice interupted my thoughts as i turned to her in a blank expression.

'What?!?..... Tell who what?" i asked totally oblivious.

"James....."

"OH tell him what??"

"That you love him" Melody looked at me like i was a dumb person.

i just turned to the ground. you cant just tell someone that you are totally in love with them..... How is that fiscally possible?

"No!" I quietly said knowing she would tell me other wise, and just like i thought Melody was staring at me with that expression saying.... "Really?!?"

"Mel.... you cant just tell someone you are in love with them though it may be true that's not how it works!!" I argued.

"But its the truth ... and it is kind of obvious that he likes you to." Really her face hadnt changed when she spoke.

I pondered the thought and what his reaction might be....." Should I?"

"what if i got rejected"

"I don't want to be rejected"

But if he does like me back then that would be all i ever dreamed about and if we attend the same art school as a couple how cute would that be!!!..... right? It wasn't that i didn't want to ... but that i was too scared to. I mean try and think of telling your crush that you love them. Its not that easy is it!?.

Finally i came to the conclusion that..... Yes i would take the risk of telling James Wendal that i Loved him! But how?

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