Moments with you!

Heart aches

Melody and I had reached James's front door of the larger house. I was about to knock on the wooden door when it suddenly swung open and James standing in the doorway.

He had a cute smile on his face showing his kindness his hair was in little curls and seemed longer than the last time i saw him. This is when i new that my feelings were true and i had to tell him before he was gone.

"Well hello!" James said in the most cheerful way

Me and Melody just smiled at him and turned to each other.

"What brings you around today?" he asked

"Well" ... I started off holding up the thin envelope in my right hand smiling at him as he smiled back at me.

"You got in?!" He excitedly said his eyes growing wider and his smile spreading to the rest of his face showing off more fetter's i had never seen before. I quickly shook my head and giggled at him as he congratulated me. Melody who was standing on my left nudged me with her elbow causing me to loose contact with James as i turned to her.

she mouthed something to me but i couldnt make out what it was, it was a very awkward situation.

Just then a cheerful voice comes making me look at James, there his mother stood smiling widely with the same look as James.

"Hello dears!" she said as she came to hug us both.

She had never met Melody because melody didn't really attend the same church home as i did.

"Wonderful to meet you" martha chirped shaking Melody's hand " and wonderful to see you again Lia!" she said turning to me afterward.

"Well i hate to say it but i must be off my ... umm... mother needs me back home" Melody said awkwardly

I turned to her as my cheeks were starting to burn she just smiled at me patted me on the back and waved goodbye.

"well...' James said as she walked away.

"Wont you come in dear?" Martha insisted gesturing her hand through the door.

of course i thought to myself I LOVE THIS!!!!!

We made our way to the small living room as they called it. The sun was shining brightly through the big front window lighting up every corner and causing shadows of a glow.

I admired the beautiful colour painted on the walls the wooden floor creaking as Martha walked deeper into the room it made me smile and my heart flipped inside from excitement. this was a beautiful home so warm with all its decor and paintings how i adored them. Martha had this one hanging over the fire place of a dozen horses running through the desert i really thought it was beautiful

I turned to james who was now standing beside me guitar in hand as he walked past and took a seat across the room. he began to strum a light tune moving his fingers along the strings making them ring with great sound.

It was something about when he played just the simple tune, He was really talented, the way he played was amazing, Fist he would strum one or two cords and then switch to the full thing creating a aroma of different sounds that blended wonderfully together as he moved his fingers up and down the neck of the guitar. I love it.

His mother was just finishing picking up some papers. and then she left, leaving me and James alone. You could imagine the tension in the room it was strong.

James strummed acouple more times until he ended whatever song he was playing. which is when the thought of telling him popped into mind and i had to take my chance while we were still alone.

"So..." I started off. " Hows it... going" I awkwardly asked.

James let out a small chuckle before saying "Im fine, and you?"

"Yep I'm doing well" What was i going to say?

"You know you don't have to be so awkward we are friends we should talk like them" His voice sounding so kind and loving said.

I just laughed a little by his sincerity towards me you could tell he cared. as i looked up from the ground our eyes met making me melt inside, His eyes shown a blue and a smile was curving up around his cheeks making his cheek bone pop out much like mine. I was totally taken in by him under his spell.

"James.." I spoke softly so only he could hear what i was about to say.

I continued.." I want us to talk more then friends, I wasn't sure about my feelings before... but now i know they are true, the point is ... I like you James.

He stopped fiddling with a guitar pick in his hands and turns to look at me. his mouth hung open a little bearing his teeth and his eyes stared at me with such confusion I knew i shouldn't of said anything.