Moments with you!

Just the start.

 'Bye Lia!'

He smiled at me and turned to continue his way home. I don't know what had come over me but i was unable to move at that moment.

He was so Beautiful every thing about him was Wonderful, and i don't know why but my heart did flips at that moment when he smiled at me, Just that little thing made me want to die or jump off a cliff.

When i returned home I found my self pacing back and forth. So many thoughts were in my head and i tried to sort through them.

But they were UN usual thoughts.They were not something I have ever thought about before or even felt as a Emotion. I was very confused at this time as to what i was really even feeling,

'Maybe i should rest to clear my head." I thought out loud.

So i lay ed down on my bunk resting my head on the small pillow I. But i as i closed my eyes his dazzling smile shone inside my head blocking all thoughts i had, I was so fixed on him.

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"LIA HEDGES!!! PICK UP YOUR CLOTHES I'M NOT YOUR MAID!!!"

My Mothers voice boomed through my head waking me Immediately from my slumber.

"Get Up!!" she says waving her hands up and down motioning me to move from my bed so she could strip it clean of the filthy sheets.

I groaned as I slung my aching feet over the side of the bed and placed them on the cold floor. My Mother was picking up my bits of clothing and placing them in a small bin before she went to clear my bed.

" I need you to go and collect the Eggs from the chicken coop this morning" My mother told me before she left my room so i could change. I nodded my head agreeing that i would do what my mother had ordered me, But really i just wanted her out of my room.

When she finally left i stripped out of my night clothes and changed into my blue dress my mother made for me. before I was about to reach for my brush his smiling face popped into my head. It made me tingle inside just thinking about him, I'm pretty sure that's unhealthy!?

Grabbing the basket off the table in the kitchen of our small ranch home i made my way out to the yard to gather the eggs.

It was a Beautiful day the sun was peeking behind the grey clouds the birds were singing and the air was crisp. Summer was leaving us and soon we will be gathering logs for the fire place. the winters were cold in Canada and it was very hard to survive, less food was able to be planted and many animals died from frost bite. My family wasn't the richest or most fanciest of most families. To be honest we were more on the poor side then anything else really. we could barley afford to feed our animals let alone ourselves, There are three of us in my family, Me my mum and my brother. My father was still alive but he is always away from us so i don't include him. I know he is My father but i have lost most respect for him since he left us last spring. i have tried to forget about it really.

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I was growing more anxious as to when i might see him again. when our eyes might meet and i would get that rushed feeling that i have every time i think of his name. How bad this was to feel towards a guy who was not interested in you who would never think of you as anything more but a friend.

I grew up with James he always lived right down the street from us. I remember my Mum used to always sit with their family on Sundays when we would attend church. But i don't remember him so much as to a month or so ago when I first had a full conversation with him.

James was nothing more than a friend, But i still couldnt ignore this feeling. I loved it but at the same time It scared me......