𝑺𝒉𝒖𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒊'𝒔 𝑴𝒚𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝑰𝒍𝒍𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 (Pregame AU)

Kokichi's Nightmare

Kokichi POV:

Saihara was lying to me again and even though I'm here, he wouldn't f*cking tell me what's going on inside his head. Like it's some sort of secert he's keeping from me?

I kept telling him over and over again and he still replied with the same answer until I had enough if he didn't want to tell me then, what's the worth of telling me then?

"You know what I'm going to bed" I said getting up out of the couch and went to the other bedroom and slept there for the night. I needed space and I didn't feel like agruing 

Shuichi why aren't you telling me what's going on inside your head? what's so important to keep this from me behind my back? is it about his father maybe something else...?

I kept over-thinking about it and I didn't want to think to much about it and I just slept until everything went black

*Flashback*

Saihara was scared and was afraid from his father when I saw his father and some people about to take away Shuichi I called the doctors immediately

"Doctors, Help they're taking my friend away" I yelled

"Get out of here before we call the police on you" The doctor said throwing them out of the hospital

"O-ouma w-"

"You're my friend and I don't want you to be taken away from these people" I said hugging him as Shuichi was crying

After these trauma that Saihara had was still there and he lived with me for now until he growed up and my father had a boxing bag in the basement were he usually works out

Me and Saihara were older and seeing Shuichi having these boxing session I told my mother, if he could live here for now but she refused I knew she was having a hard time for herself

She didn't had the money to afford the rent and now she had called Shuichi uncle and he picked him up and he lived 5 miles away from my home

After in high school we had these therapy session every Wednesday and Saihara would always go first and he had been so different lately after these therapy session

But one day he got out of control and almost hurted the therapist and she was screaming and, I went inside quickly until he turned to me as I saw blood on the ground. He had k!lled the therapist

I was afraid and he got up and walked up to me and the box cutter in his left hand and I was scared. I didn't understand what changed his eye colour, but I stepped back until I hit the lockers with no way out

"Ouma..." Shuichi said

"S-saihara, you're scaring me" I said 

"Ouma, I loved you why can't you be mine nobody loves you they just want your body" Saihara explain

"S-shuichi, please d-don't hurt me" I said, he dragged the knife on my right arm and he was cutting through my clothes and now on my skin and I was bleeding a bit

I- I wanted him to stop this and I thought he was pranking me but I don't think he is and He kept blaming his father for making him like this and how he hated his father for everything

He kept saying that he was always abused, hurt and hated him a lot and he only wanted love not just hatred. but I never knew why he felt that way?

*Flashback ends*

I woke up with sweat and I was afraid of getting hurt again I just started getting overwhelm and these flashback answered my question but I never understood these flashback but for now it's not the time to think about it