𝑺𝒉𝒖𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒊'𝒔 𝑴𝒚𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝑰𝒍𝒍𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 (Pregame AU)

What is going On

Shuichi POV:

I held Ouma in my arms while my father was handcuffed sitting on the couch and Mike was here making sure to keep his eye on him not making him leave or escape 

Ouma was getting out of control since he murdered two people but I'm sure he was just doing it for me and how worried he'll be without me. I never wanted him to do this for me I just wanted him to know that I loved him no matter what

"Are you guys done?" My father said

He was disgusted seeing me handling Ouma with just sweet word and calming down but I'm not sure if he never had love like this before or has seen gay love before? I spoke to him

"What are you doing here and how did you know I was here?" I asked

"That letter I gave was a hint enough to know" He replied

"But my uncle said that it was a prank written on the back of the letter" I said

"Well I told your uncle to keep it a secret or I'll have to kill him again" He replied

I was shooked from his answer why would my uncle do that he could've just told me a hint or something I think he was doing it for his life I can't blame him

Ouma kissed me showing affection meaning he was here and he'll do anything physically and mentally but I didn't want him to do that. I just wanted to handle this myself without any murdering involved

"Do you know Dave and are you behind all of this?" I asked

"I knew Dave and I told him every single thing and I told him to flirt with your 'fiance' and to make you think that Ouma was cheating on you and to break your marriage" He explained

"Why would you make me F*cking be blamed for?" Ouma said in his mad tone

"Ouma calm down I'll handle it" I replied

Ouma stopped and put his head on my chest pissed of from what my father said he's right why would he do this to him making me believe he would cheat on me

"Why are you doing all of this?" I asked concerned

My father didn't respond and I was already hurt once no Twice and he would f*cking abuse me for no damn reason I never did anything to make him hate me

"Why do you want me to suffer like this? I never did ANYTHING to make you hate on me" I said

"You ruined everything Shuichi you made me lose everyone and now you blaming it on me for not being a better father" He explained

I just felt that he did nothing to make my childhood a great one but he screwed it up making me feel abused, hated, pathetic and naive. I never had a feel dad that actually loves me...

"Saihara look at me I know your better than this just cut off the marriage and come back and live with me I'll get you a better woman to love, care anything-"

"No I'll never go back with you, you'll just abuse me again make me feel guilty and making me a mistake" I explained cutting him off

My father was not understanding what the problem is he thinks he knows me for who I am but really he doesn't he just think about what people say around him making him believe the people over his own damn motherf*cking son

"Love, do you want me to handle it?" Ouma replied

"No Ouma you just rest I can handle this" I said

"Father why can't you just be happy for who I love... what's so bad of falling in love with a man?" I asked

"Yea why can't you let Shuichi be happy for who he is just because he likes his fiance doesn't mean he'll hate you or be better than you" Maki explained

"My son knows nothing about force marriage and I just want him to like women but even though he choose Ouma" He said

What does he mean force marriage? did he actually feel in love with a man but then there was a fight between my grandpa and my father? I wanted more information out of him so I asked

"Father can you elaborate more about being in a force marriage?" I asked

"My father was a christian and he told me that being gay, bi or being trans is a sin and that you'll go to hell if you did, one day I liked a boy I had a crush on and told him that I liked him" He explained

"after being in a relationship with him, my father one day came up to me and saw me sleeping on boyfriend he immediately grabbed me and told me that I was getting married but I couldn't told him..." My father stopped

My father had been in a relationship before but his father knew about this making him break up with him and maybe his boyfriend had broke up with because he was forced being marriage to my mother even though he didn't wanna

Father kept explaining why his father was this strict about it because of his religion beliefs and all but after he got married he wanted a son to be like him being forced into marriage. I never want to be forced to get married

"Father you could've just let me live and I didn't know relationship and I had many ex's and still want to come back with them" I explained

"Shuichi I really didn't want to do any of this but this family tree has to continue the same generation and bloodline and if not my father would be so mad" He said

"F*ck the family tree you can choose who you love and love is love so I wouldn't choose women over man you know" I replied

My father was silence and didn't respond with anything so he let me love what I love and he didn't want to ruin my life and all but he just wants me to have children without the children being adopted

Ouma just looked at me and then looked at my father, he was confused and he wanted to know if my father would just leave us alone for now. When I looked at Ouma he seems rather off

"I'll leave now" My father said

Mike took my father and before he was going to be taken in prison I had to hug him I missed him but I never really hated my father but I wanted to know why he did all of this

"S-shuichi?" my father shocked

"Father I know our relationship bond was difficult to have the best father in my life but I hope you chnage for the better and maybe invite you to our wedding soon" I said

"M-my son you don't really mean that?" he replied

"I do mean it and I'll try to call you and maybe talk more about it soon" I said

My father hugged me now understanding what's really going on my father back story of his life experiance of how he really feels. Was his life story really true? he seems that he was genuine

After seeing my father taken away I turned to walk back into the apartment and seeing Ouma sitting with his knees up to him thinking about something, which was not normal of him

"Ouma" I said

Ouma didn't seem to respond at all maybe between about the sexual activity that Dave did to him maybe traumatize him feeling scared being touched by a co-worker even though you don't wanna be touched

"Ouma if it's about Dave doing stuff to you I'm here and you can talk about it" I said

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