𝑺𝒉𝒖𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒊'𝒔 𝑴𝒚𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝑰𝒍𝒍𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 (Pregame AU)

Thoughts...

Kokichi POV:

Shuichi's family came over yesterday and it was a huge disaster and it was pretty much my fault of not telling Shuichi's father his last question, Do I love Shuichi...?

Do I love him? I'm not sure what to think about that, Shuichi and I were friends in middle school and it has been 8 years of having this close friendship and Shuichi was a sweet loving male who cares about me

He promise me that he will protect me and be with me but, my mind is so blurry from my father incident and it cause me to have some loss memories but what?

Shuichi groans as he wakes up and was still tired of the fight with his father, Shuichi got up and yawns, rubbing his eyes as he turn to look at me

"Ouma, are you alright you seem distracted?" Shuichi said as he went close to me, he lift up my chin and made me look at him with an embarrassing blush on my face

I can tell that Shuichi was being serious and I never liked Shuichi being this serious ever since my father abused me and my mother, but remembering what my father did is he grabbed one of those wine bottles 

He quickly hit me with it on my head causing me to black out and remembered waking up in the hospital as my mother and Shuichi there worried for me, one of the doctors explain that I have loss some of my memories 

Telling me that I was a lucky kid that I had survive and not have lost my memory cause it could of been a huge problem, just remembering that gives me flashback of the past

"About the last question, your father asked that if I have or do love you?" I replied as Shuichi looked at me, as he sigh telling me that I didn't need to answer one of his father stupid question

I can tell on Shuichi's face, he was rather mad at his father questions, but didn't seem to bother at all and it worries me as his best friend that he has a crush on me and maybe didn't have the interest in me

"Ouma, my father was just pressuring you to answer his hard question and I could tell that you weren't ready to answer that question" Shuichi said in a calm tone and trying to shake it off his mind

Ouma don't be so stupid, if Shuichi has a crush on you he would already confess his love to you and rather not keeping it away from you...

"Shuichi, I have a question..." I said just thinking about my thoughts and, if he does have a crush on someone at school and maybe guess or think about who it could be

"Sure, what's your question?" Shuichi replied and I took a deep breathe and told him that if he has a crush on someone at school or rather a close friend, he has a crush on

"I-i can't tell you that Ouma" Shuichi replied stuttering through his words, I can tell he does have one but doesn't want to admit it.

"Saihara don't lie to me, you do have a crush on someone, so tell me is it a male or a female?" I said Shuichi was already blushing and he knew that I was right

"Ok I do have a crush but I can't tell you all the details alright" Shuichi said admitting it and I can know just 2-3 things about his crush

"It's a male, he's amazing and he's also cute" Shuichi replied blushing with those 3 things about his crush, so he likes males and his traits were amazing and cute?

Who could it be? Shuichi never told me that and I can tell that he was being honest with me and he wouldn't lie, but I'm a little investive of Shuichi's crush

But it's wrong to privately go to deep with his personal life and I'm his best friend so maybe if he could tell me when he feels comfortable to speak about it

*Ding*

My phone got a message from Ranatro, man this guy never stop texting just for one day I picked up my phone and read his text message

The bro squad

Hey Kokichi, I just wanted to ask you about the project?

Yea what is it?

Did the teacher assign us to do it with a partners or alone?

Well she told us that we have to do it alone and not with a group, why?

Oh man, I was just wondering if we could do the project together, but we couldn't

Well, too bad but I gotta go bye

Alright bye bro

Rantaro is offline

Seriously Rantaro, well too bad that we couldn't do the project together but doing it alone is much harder and he doesn't think that at all

"Who texted you?" Shuichi replied I just told him that it was Rantaro that just message me about the project that was due next week and told me that he wished it was a group project.

Shuichi just said that Rantaro is always texting me and never stop texting for just one day, I totally agree with him but Rantaro is like a brother to me and makes sure I'm alright

Shuichi's crush, just thinking about it makes me worried what if he forgets about me and I don't like to be abandon again...

"Shuichi" I replied, just laying down on his bed thinking through my thoughts over and over again thinking about abandonment

"Yea Ouma?" Shuichi replied 

"Y-you wouldn't leave me right" I said with more like a sad tone and made Shuichi just feel worried

"No I wouldn't leave you, I told you I'll be by your side no matter what, why did you ask me this all of a sudden" Shuichi replied and ask me why I had ask him this

"I-It's nothing, it's just when you have a lot of time spending time with your crush I thought that you would leave me and abandon me and I don't want to be alone again" I said shivering thinking about being abandon

"Ouma... Just because I have a crush on someone doesn't mean I'll leave you all alone and thinking about it is more worse than you think" Shuichi replied explaining

"And I wouldn't leave you after that 8 years of our friendship doesn't mean anything to me and I do want to countine our friendship without making you all alone in the dark without me" Shuichi said

I just sat up and making him saying that was like I said something that I didn't even know who his crush is/was?

Shuichi just embrace me and I was in his arms and thinking about my thoughts and I didn't want him to not hang-out with his crush

"Ouma, listen don't over-think yourself alright" Shuichi said in a more calm and relaxing tone and making me want to cry so badly

Shuichi your the best and I don't want anything to happen to you or neither to your crush at all but I really want you to tell me soon who your crush is...

Who is your crush...?

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